This is my Main page, It will be nice to start fresh, and actually turn this blog into maybe more #poetry #literature #quotes
The dark web of Tumbler
This is no puppy love B.S
This is a learning curve.
This isn't about money, or a skill this is about a story, of a rabbit with hollow eyes, a chance, a shot in the dark. To portray a deeper sense of living, of being. #freakofnature
These things Below actually hurt, and matter. Not just to me, but to the universe. because it is that hard. I am just here, telling my story.
"I see it in your eyes your special. You think you are. same, same".
"The Grape Vine paradox" Unknown
"Infidelity, horror story, false sense of self, learning curve, chemistry, bar tender, anesthesiologist, artist, depression."
"Blackout, doge 120k, Sunkist in the middle of the ocean"
"Runnin into consent"#ghost
"Twerking in the dark, just on a little drive. kids? 4 maybe meant a lot of fun, it take us a couple hrs but we’d get there. Angel sent from heaven."
"May 27: Rabbit hole? A hard belief. #Internal #TheGrandDesign."
"Darkness perpetrator, Get in line"
"The things, i see are the ones that got away from me. This is a story about true love, not love, much better truth." God is a women, if not women then jeopardy."
A story about having blind faith, Did Christopher Columbus think that the world was round yes he did he had faith only faith that the world was round and everybody thought it was flat but because of his blind faith he strapped someone to the front of his boat and said if the world is flat we will hit a end so you need to tell me if we need to turn around but because the world was round and he lead with blind faith his works proved everyone wrong when he made it to America. ("To realize someone went here, would be something. i suppose")
Jesus was a rabbit, still got persecuted.
The proof is in the putin.
#fanaticlifestyle #vermeses #drunkendeepdiver #DevilsInTheDetails #ProfessionalIdiot #contentcreator #electrician #writer #philosophist
#optimist #buddafromHell #GodisFeral #insidejob #BigPopaRoach
one thing i am certain of is that everything is connected if not connected then everything was meant to happen for a reason if not a reason then everything was supposed to guide you somewhere through perception that place being the horizon the horizon being your being a refection in space and time a place only the true soul seekers realize so then they are able to integrate their being with a perception so similar it was almost like tearing open the void true perception lies with integrating your shadow your imprint (369) into reality so then maybe you are not reflecting anymore your not interpreting or chasing you become a source of infinite reality possibility and certainty through statistics being measured that your certainty lies with new opportunity a manifestation so strong it is abstract art, a triangle of infinite awareness, and knowledge where your no longer guided in the void your choosing a path within the void so then certainty, mystery, abstract philosophy into the unknown of mystery of what nature, universal laws, could truly be for you, not only a sign but your creating the signs. Certainty and, direct energy from the source itself, into a creating, not only manifestation, but a true imprint, of abstract, if not abstract then, certainty of a higher mystery, if not mystery then a direct purpose to integrate, into reality. a way to unfold reality at your very own free will. given to you by interpreting, reality before reality. A portal into your own intention. manifestation is a thing, within true focus, awareness, i believe your able to change reality through action. or far more abstract thinking, through consciousness, could be only grasp a glimpse into a thought that could change the world forever, a true imprint on reality, your no longer being the imprint you are creating the imprint. something the hierarchy, try very hard to manipulate, propagate, a society that just getting worse, and worse, because money isn't everything. to them it was, The theory of universal consciousness combined with abstract thinking explores the idea that human minds do not generate consciousness, but rather tap into a foundational, all-encompassing cosmic field. Through abstract thinking, individuals navigate this collective awareness, transcending physical limits to manipulate complex concepts, symbols, and universal truths
By training the mind and directing your conscious focus, you can harness your mental energy to drive deliberate action and manifest desired results, rather than letting your mind, being, wander uncontrollably, in the confines of nature you were just another blimp in the system not the system at all.
you are no longer being integrated you are creating a imprint, no longer being imprinted, but imprinting the imprint. meaning your higher being is at free will, and only free will will not integrate imprint into being but far more your breaking generational curses, your manifesting a higher establishment.
The god formula, was a predictability, probability, statistically, certainty that changing one thing in one room, will alter something else in another. I believe, there lies our compass into the unknown, for example you change a pattern, and only look for this pattern your then integrating into that pattern. it is like a loop hole.
In philosophy and legal theory, a loophole is an ambiguity or technical defect in a rule, law, or moral code that allows someone to circumvent its spirit or intended purpose while strictly adhering to its literal text. It explores the tension between the letter of the law and the spirit of the law
you propagate, enough propaganda, lies, rules, into this world it creates fear, and a ever lasting loophole. so then you break free from the lies the world taught you, implemented, imprinted, like cattle, brain washed your souls with. you then have free will something so special something so different in being that your imprinting onto reality. not only imprinting but manifesting for yourself.
The reasons for your choosing was so you could learn more about yourself you know that was the great mystery
The "crack" represents:
A break in certainty
A flaw in a system
A mystery in reality
A moment of transformation
The "light" represents:
Knowledge
Insight
Consciousness
New possibilities
The Logic: The symbol teaches that nothing is purely one thing; the "seed" of the opposite always exists within it
Ancient Taoists viewed nature as the ultimate teacher. The Yin Yang (Taijitu) symbolizes the dance between these interconnected states: light/dark, action/rest, and strength/vulnerability
In other words, many philosophical traditions suggest that understanding often arrives not through perfect certainty, but through the places where our assumptions, theories, or perceptions begin to break open. The crack is where the unknown enters the known.
Two things, always matters in life The collective unconscious is a concept coined by psychiatrist Carl Jung representing a universal layer of the human mind. It contains ancestral memories, instincts, and inherited psychological patterns—known as archetypes—that are shared by all human beings.
Theory has it,
First layer- So if everyone believed in the time, that's collective. So if everyone believes in the bible, that's collective. General speaking, its surface level. common sense. There is no escaping collective unconsciousness, it is universal, like the grid. Had me by the holy gun, twisted like Japanese soup. (so i need a alibi).
Second layer- your deepest darkest memory, you were held by the stakes of, by gods balls. The underworld. A figment of your dirty imagination. So you need to go deeper.
Third layer- Truth would be pretty mysterious. A rabbit hole, at its finest.
morals are just, so are the laws, which laws, all of them. but not in the realm of spirituality, their lies only mystery, and a rabbit you see.
Truth was the only gateway to a trinity. There is no truth in a unjust world. So they try to strip the world of it, the best they know how. Hide all purpose. Purpose, from humans.
Nationwide, the amount of people living entirely off the grid in Japan is statistically negligible. Because Japan possesses a highly developed, robust infrastructure, 99% of the permanent population is connected to the centralized electrical and plumbing grids. But if you could see through the veil, anything would be possible.
(Only a key to pure, awareness. Pure, imagination).
#rabbithole #purpose #awareness
I know for certain, absolute, about that rabbit hole, i am in. It is so fucking cool. I wonder if, i am able to get out. Or it would be safer for me here. Nothings, more beautiful, then honest beauty. I was just a dog, fucking anything that walks, not anything honestly. I never had any knowledge, more so compassion. I was in the unknown; of love, known of love, present being. It is the true miracle, being unknown, looking into the abyss, with a lazy eye, knowing love meant a lot to me, presents, being, meant compassion for me. No feeling was final, that still didn't discourage you coming for me. So i wonder. Am i stuck in a place of obsolete?, do i wanna be here?, i believe it is a place of heaven. knowing, unknowing, relearning, it is a paradox at its finest, beauty always was living breathing their even under the surface. It is, YingYang, YangYin, so what separates, all of this, a mission, a higher purpose, clearly, a way to find out anything. Because in that place, i could never escape, as much as, i laugh at that state. So it is a question of mine, if we, if i, love me enough, or not at all, you'll reflect to me, for me, either way. If i love you, truly love you, you'll be in the same state as me. because truth only goes as far, as who you are. She scared me, and i still couldn't wrap my head that. I just was not that dark, and just didn't care enough to know. Even when, i had that money, i didn't know more then what i new. I did not know you then, as much as i do now. So the questions, lies in the cause, and effect, it will always come, chasing after me, until i confront it, find it, unravel it, begin to imprint it. You were not only a blessing in disguise, much much more, a mystery. And i wonder, how i would turn this to any good. I guess, i would have to find another way. Being here, is just a mirror. Being out there. Out of the void, i guess would be true personality. And i do not have to go any deeper, maybe reach, a little further, then the horizon. That is a far shot, you know, i love you too. Love is everything, and anything, a refection. Of how well you are able to love yourself, is how well, you are able to love the entire world. A reflection, and the ego only wants to reflect, conquer self, so that has me in denial, to the ego. What is more then the ego?. Very little, i must have these days, i run from any shade, maybe a little cats pride, they say, you know it was all a reflection, to come back to the beginning, where light, met with darkness, turned you into a little spite. True mystery lies where, ego dissolves into space, and time. true authentic personality, wisdom, mystery. That is how i get out. Dropping something, you have no idea still exist in you, would be like, going against time, and space, within choice. There is no time down here, no space, up there, and only choice in here, could be a higher realm of ecstasy.
Ecstasy in philosophy refers to the experience of "standing outside oneself" (ekstasis in ancient Greek). It describes a state of self-transcendence where an individual breaks free from the limits of their ordinary ego to connect with a broader reality, another person, or the divine.
The philosophical understanding of ecstasy spans several key traditions:
Existentialism & Phenomenology: Thinkers like Martin Heidegger used Ekstase to describe how human consciousness is never totally self-contained. Consciousness is always "outside-itself" because it is directed toward the world, other people, or time.
Mysticism: In religious philosophy (such as Neoplatonism and Christian mysticism), ecstasy is the spiritual process of rising above physical and rational boundaries to achieve a unio mystica, or direct union with the divine.
Aesthetics & Epistemology: Philosophers often view ecstasy as a "peak experience" in which intense beauty, love, or flow temporarily dissolves the ego, allowing for a higher, clearer perspective of life
I learned something, perception, creates your very algorithms. It will show you, yingyang, it is in everything. Even if it isn't true, it's all in the mind, everything is true, through perception that is. Through yingyang that is, through even dreams that is. That is what you think about, you reflect. You dream. And You become, what you are not and most of. And find out what you are not. Growth at its finest. We are everything, and anything we manifest our reality. Though consciousness runs very deep, that may be the key, we still are able to dream, make choices. With choice comes great responsibility. With dreams, comes even greater responsibility.
You Are not playing to there game anymore, your manifesting more, then yourself. Through abstract art. Goals, affirmations. Your able to great the life you want, regardless of who you are. Or are not, or have not. You will become that.
So dreams, imagination is very powerful, almost I would say more powerful than consciousness.
At least, i know where my tip leads me. and shes fucking cool you know. shes more then cool, she understands me, i think. we would be a good pair together, if not a better pair, if not a great pair.
It is a fucking disease. People don't even have to know anything. It just runs the house. perspective, i don't think so. Collective consciousness, yup.
Its not that hard to comprehend, as old as i could speak, walk, choose for myself, i was always very devious, and chased a sensational high. I never needed anybody.
It is just apart of who i am, but not what i am, it is a little bad that i am. The good. My personality, the bad. My addiction, the between. My soul.
#tyranny #king #prince #good #bad #indifferent
