The End | Nata | Endgame
Nata almost spoke up again in argument with what Trik had to say, she almost snapped and lashed out at Yasu, Karl, and Jet for their responses, she almost thanked Sora for reaching out to her and defending her, the same with Jack, but…
Instead she simply leaned a little into Sora’s comforting touch and kept her focus on the butterfly in its cage. So what if half the class was willing believe Trik? She had no way of knowing if he was being truthful or not, but any shard of trust she had in him had been irreparably shattered. It seemed that, at last, whatever rose-colored glasses she had been looking at Trik through had vanished. She related to him too much, she clouded her judgement, and it was too late to undo what’s been done. What did it matter if she was wrong or not? What’s done is done, as was said. She could not change the past; she could only control her present. No one else had died…at least there was that semblance of comfort.
“I am sorry.” Was all she uttered. To who it was intended, she never made clear, and she never would. Was she sorry to Kotone, for possibly failing to truly avenge her? Was she sorry to Trik, for doubting him? Was she sorry to her friends, for possibly falling short of her promise to solve everything? To Sora, for needing her comfort again?
As the submarine opened, Nata found herself overwhelmed by the sheer volume of people who were waiting for them. Well…waiting for her classmates. Aside from the uneventful check for injuries on Nata from the EMTs, there was no one out here waiting for her. Whether her father knew, whether he had been arrested or not…he wouldn’t have been here waiting for her anyway. She wouldn’t find out until later that his crimes had come to light, when she was asked to answer questions about him…at least there was some justice to be found. It didn’t change much, for her, though.
For the time being, she simply stood there, numbly taking in the sensation of sunlight on her skin as her classmates each had their own heartwarming reunion. One hand remained loosely gripped on the handle of her suitcase, while the other arm cradled her tree and butterfly. They were safe. Her friends were safe. A sigh of relief escaped her as she made a point to locate the families of each of her friends—those who had been waiting here. Her friends weren’t alone…they must have felt so relieved. She was happy for them.
When the Rolls Royce pulled up, Nata found herself watching from a distance as Trik’s twin stepped out. She didn’t move, she didn’t smile, and she didn’t step closer to meet this infamous twin; she only found herself tightening her lips and remaining a silent observer. She’d fulfilled her promise, as far as she knew, but instead of feeling any sense of pride, she only found herself pushing down the lump in her throat. She would never know, for sure, but that doubt would linger. The longer she watched the reunion, the worse she felt. Their laughs could be heard, even from her distant vantage point. They were so genuinely happy…and something about it only succeeded in making Nata feel deeper and deeper grief. They hadn’t been separated forever…Trik had survived, just as she promised. The twins would likely rarely be far apart, ever again. She should be happy for them…she should be celebrating the fact that her friends get to be with their families, that her friends get to go home. And yet…
Why couldn’t she have that…?
She touched her cheek and realized she’d been crying again. She was so tired of crying. She was tired of hurting, of powerlessness, of loss, of doubt…she furiously rubbed at her eyes and turned her back on the reunion, feeling the first and only ever stings of bitterness hit her heart. Not because of the doubt, not because of the lies, not because of any hatred for Trik…it was an ugly, selfish, unnecessary bitterness that she could only try to bite back once she realized it was there. Even if she still had her notebook tucked away, full of every piece of evidence she’d found…it didn’t matter. Nothing would change, what’s done is done, and even if her gut was somehow right, and she had missed something…she could never bring herself to pull those twins apart. After the police questioning…she’d simply lock it all away and go back to being the strong survivor she’d always been known as. There was no need to dwell, or to speak of what could have been. It would only make the bitterness worse.
Before this game, she never cried about Dima or her mother. Before this game, she trusted her father. She was okay with moving more than once a year. She was fine to be the one to shoulder the Lukin legacy. She never found herself envying those who had what she did not…most of the time she never even knew what she was missing out on.
This changed everything for her. Whatever false sense of security and confidence she had was challenged. She knew what she was missing…she knew what she’d lost, why she’d lost so much, and she knew exactly what grief truly felt like once more. Was it really worth it?
Why her? Why any of them?
She found herself straying further from the crowd, toward any open spot with grass and shade, so she could sit and be alone for a time. Forcing her breaths to ease, forcing her eyes to dry, she pulled open the door to the butterfly’s cage and ever so gently reached inside to coax it onto her hand. As she removed it from its small prison, she took one last look at the patterns on its wings and felt its legs securely holding onto her. With a gentle puff of air, she blew on the butterfly and encouraged it to take its first flight to freedom.
At least she could say that, for all the lives lost here, something beautiful came from it.
At some point as she was sitting, TERU approached her with an excitable smile and the kind of optimism she had almost come to rely on by the end of the game. As insistent as ever, they invite Nata to meet their family. Only seeming a little surprised by the request, she agreed to follow.
This is Nata, she lives with us now. Er… can she live with us now?
Sure, she had been talking with them for some time about getting an apartment together. Some part of her imagined that it wouldn’t actually happen. Something would get in the way, someone would change their mind, something would happen. But to just hear that suggestion, that promise being kept and acted on, it was enough to slowly and carefully pull Nata back down to the ground for a while. There were still people she could trust…there was Sora, there was TERU…she wasn’t…entirely alone.
Thank god, she wasn’t entirely alone anymore.
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Post-Game Summary:
Following the events of this game, Nata feels…very lost. She stays with TERU’s family for a while as things are sorted out, and with her friend’s coaxing, she agrees to return to Hope’s Peak to finish her education. She does not take it upon herself to reach out to most of the other survivors, with only a few exceptions, and any events where she believes Trik will make an appearance are quickly avoided. She can’t bring herself to face him for quite some time, unable to reconcile her feelings of betrayal with how strongly she had projected herself onto him. She may eventually respond to the letters he sometimes sends, but she never truly opens up to him as she once did.
Nata eventually goes on to get an apartment with TERU, who introduces her to all sorts of anime and things she had never before considered engaging with. She keeps her promise to them by continuing her metalworking out of her small bedroom workshop (until they are able to find her the proper space to work more properly.) Some survivors find handmade metal trinkets in their mailboxes, if she is able to find a proper address to send to. A Jackalope mug, more flowery jewelry than one could possibly wear all at once, and each gift seems even more fine-tuned than the last. For the first time in a long time, she doesn’t need to move unless she wants to, and she even has friends to hang out with.
She earns money on the side by translating English, Japanese, Russian, and German documents through an online service—her countless hours of study in Verdant Gardens had not been for nothing, and with the first round of proper schooling she’d ever had in her life, the language barriers are a distant memory.
Despite everything, she’s happy. She isn’t alone, she is free to make her own choices, and for the first time in a very long time, she feels loved. As with many of the other survivors, Nata is plagued with nightmares at times…memories of her lost friends, memories of those awful days and those dim, dangerous hallways, visions of flowers and explosions, and dreams of what could have been if things had gone differently. She would, however, avoid talking about such things unless she absolutely needed to.
She would remain strong, steadfast, and above all else she would show the world that the sole heir to the Lukin name had not only survived…but thrived.














