Cherophobia

You can live a whole life time without ever being awake

Getting ready for a loss isn’t distancing yourself so you detach from your feelings. It’s doing as much as you can through the time that you have, so that once death approaches, you know you’ve done everything in your power to make the best of what you had

“Isnt it odd. We can only see our outsides, but nearly everything happens on the inside.”

I feel like everyone fakes who they really are, when deep down we’re all equal amounts of screwed up. Some of us are just better at hiding it than others.

Sometimes i just wonder if its easier to end it. The world will keep spinning, the peoples town will still talk. Who am I to anyone? Anything but a mere flick of dusk in this whole goddamn universe.

“No but in the distance I saw you. The way we used to talk. The way you used to entangle your hands in mine. The smell of your cologne that remained in the air around you. The comforting way you used to make me feel when you were in my presence. I felt that, I did”