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I should talk about the time I was forcibly injected with an antipsychotic that caused me to have a seizure and then made me stay awake for a full 48 hours straight just rocking back and forth in pain unable to open any of my curtains or turn on any lights. They gave me this without my consent. Told me it was for nausea. I said I wanted zofran. Ive never reacted badly to zofran. Zofran works for me. I was in the ER because I contracted Parvo and my immunocompromised body decided to amplify the pain from that to its absolute fullest extreme (of course i didnt find out it was parvo until several months later). I was in so much pain I was sobbing at the clothes on my body touching my skin. They saw bipolar and psychosis in my chart and decided I couldnt possibly be physically ill. They did nothing to rule it out. They ignored my seizure history in my chart and intentionally gave me a med that causes seizures in thoze with seizures. I was sent home still in pain and even worse than when I went to get help. Crazy people cant even have medical emergencies. We cant even ask for help. We will get "help" thats really just violence in disguise because everyone wants to fix our brains and not our discomfort. And they'll put us through hell to try and mold us into something "normal."

oh you don’t want me? Only because I look unhealthy and speak in riddles?

Jesus also spent Christmas in a barn full of animals

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