venus & pluto’s lovechild

Epstein's case was a high budget version of desires that are very common amongst men. The average age for entering prostitution is 13, wake the fuck up. A lot of people want to believe this kind of evil can only exist on private islands and you need millions to cover it up when that's literally why they got caught. Most CSA is invisible because it targets poor children, foster kids, busy single moms' kids etc. this whole "rich men are uniquely depraved" narrative is big cope because I think people want to believe it's an anomaly but it's not.

when i was supposed to be awake, i was asleep, when i was supposed to speak, i was silent; when a pleasure offered itself to me, i avoided it. my hunger, my thirst, my loneliness and boredom and fear were all weapons aimed at my enemy, the world. they didn’t matter a whit to the world, of course, but they tormented me.

it’s so embarrassing to genuinely have all these mental problems that make me behave irrationally put me at high risk of eventual homelessness increase my chances of addiction and make basic self care feel like moving mountains. and to not have grown out of any of it