Venus

going with the flow in a face down in a river kinda way

i do not know how to speak anymore

finding out a mutual is a system is always so fun like. you think that's just one raccoon in a trenchcoat but you open it and it's like. oh! theres more of you how delightful

ever since i was a little girl i've always wanted to be an unsettling creature lurking in the shadows

Having your interests mocked as a kid and general low self esteem will have you insulting the things you like even when they're generally considered very good. Because you like it, and historically when you like something it's stupid and not worth anyone's time. So you will say nonsense like "I recommend this book/game/film, but it's okay if you hate it, it sucks, I really enjoyed it but that's because I'm an idiot" and you are recommending them the Citizen fucking Kane of that particular media type. And importantly: you need to stop doing this it is killing you

Need more completely unhinged platonic friendships. If one of them isn't screaming, "YOU DON'T DIE UNTIL I SAY YOU DIE!" while actively bringing the other back to life, then what are we even doing here?

if you're an artist of any craft always remember to sleep by putting all your weight on your hands and wrists, and don't forget to make the position as weird and awkward as possible to maximize the damage. sweet dreams

when someone calls me their friend my heart skips a beat it’s like i won at being myself