Ventinggrill

If given attention why lonlier

I don't know how I'm supposed to counter or refute you. You are wrong but you put yourself as the truth itself. I feel like a child again. You always make me feel like this. Is this it? Will you be the one to cut me off?Mom?

I caught myself thinking that if i want to have a good relationship with my partner i need to be okay with losing him. But thats not the correct thoughtm it should be i need to trust that my partner wont leave me for being true to myself and stop being worried about every little thing. He teases me so tease back get confident stop being submissive make the boy blush. Trust that he will not leave

For fucks sake I'll do my best but i can't tell you I'm scared shitless of failing. I feel like i will but i literally can't afford to lose you. But something tells me i will. And that this is how it will happen.

If i want to keep my bf this situation needs to get fixed. Noone wants to stick their dick in cray cray

My head still wont show up maybe i should book therapy again.

I hate that i'm so emotional i miss my angsty teenager self who didnt talk to people. Now i unload my anxiety to other people and live happy most of the time instead of being emo

I made this account so I'd stop venting to my friends while i still have some

I think so much on autopilot i dont realise im thinking until it is too late and i have hurt someone by overthinking the worst case scenario without even realising my brain was thinking by itself

Sometimes it feels like my heart is being crushed. Talking to someone makes you go quieter and quieter until you realise that this is wrong. Figure out what the problem is and try talking about it. If they are anything like my man it will make everything better again.