Ventz

I caught you on dating apps, found the many half-naked IG models you follow, and the messages and pics back and forth with a girl you kept trying to date (claiming you never had feelings for her, but had her saved under a cute nickname, used to tell her you loved her, and used to have her name saved as “my baby”). But yet you have the audacity to be hurt when I said that all those things made me feel like you didn’t love me. What more do I have to do to be enough for you?

Stayed even when I felt like I was the only one trying and putting in effort to make long distance work. Moved across the world to start our life together, only to find out he was sexting some girl while I was still at home. Right when I quit my job for him. Right when I left my apartment and starting packing my stuff to move in with him. All he can say is that he was so lonely and made a dumb mistake. And all I’m left with is being alone all day, everyday while he’s at work, in a country I know no one and don’t speak the language. I left my family, friends, job, and entire life for him. And all I get is the constant reminder that I will never be enough, even when I give my absolute everything to someone. I have nothing left to give. I’m so close to just giving up on everything

I was dumb enough to get back into a long distance relationship. For someone who had begged to get back together, he’s changed so much and puts in so little effort now in the relationship. He would want to FaceTime every second of the day, even if it was just to brush his teeth before bed. Now, I’m lucky if I get a text back four hours later