anon

i wish i knew what’s so wrong about me

this isn’t how you treat someone you call your other half

i just want to mean something too

it’s okay. it’s fine. because everything is going to change. i made sure that it will change

you can’t treat someone poorly and then be surprised with the way they react

am i this desperate? maybe

good fucking night i guess

i can’t bring myself to do it so i am stuck and forced to wilt away. i am rotting from the inside out

would anyone notice if i disappeared? would anyone care?

why do you even bother

i never mattered i was never important. i know that. i’ve always known that. but it still hurts every time

if you want to go then go. i can’t bear to fade away.

i don’t understand i really really don’t i don’t get it why do you hate me what did i do

constantly checking my phone as if anyone cares about me