in between pages - always.

“What about kissing?” Porsche asked and his heart did a weird thing where it twisted all the way around his lungs and then plunged to his stomach.

Kinn raised a brow at that, and wow, Porsche really needed him to stop doing that asap. “What about kissing? I feel like as the resident straight boy here, you should take the lead on this conversation.”

Porsche swallowed. “Well, do you kiss your boyfriends? In front of your friends and family?”

Kinn shrugged, and for once, the movement didn’t seem entirely effortless. “Sometimes.”

“Okay, then,” Porsche said, licking his suddenly dry lips. With tingly fingers, he added to the contract: Non-sexual kissing allowed to fool participant K’s brother.

[ Kinn, under pressure from the patriarch of the Theerapanyakun family, entices Porsche to enter a fake, contractual relationship with him. In return, Porsche gets money, a sexuality crisis, and a headache. ]

Chapter: 14 of 14

Tankhun tilted his head in curiosity, observing something on Kinn’s face. “Have you even told yourself how you feel about Porsche? Accepted your own feelings?”

“What do you expect me to say here?” Kinn asked, peeved. “This isn’t a movie or one of your stupid, contrived shows. What does that even mean, to accept my own feelings for him?” He scoffed at the words again. “How I feel is how I feel - it’s simple. But Porsche isn’t a possibility for me, Khun Nu. You have to know this. Whatever I feel for him, whatever stupid, misguided attachment I’ve formed to him, it’s meaningless. I can’t have him.”

[ But, as Kinn later learns, love rarely cares about can'ts and won'ts and shouldn'ts. Love simply is, and it will bring you to your knees - either in defeat or in devotion. ]

Tankhun tilted his head in curiosity, observing something on Kinn’s face. “Have you even told yourself how you feel about Porsche? Accepted your own feelings?”

“What do you expect me to say here?” Kinn asked, peeved. “This isn’t a movie or one of your stupid, contrived shows. What does that even mean, to accept my own feelings for him?” He scoffed at the words again. “How I feel is how I feel - it’s simple. But Porsche isn’t a possibility for me, Khun Nu. You have to know this. Whatever I feel for him, whatever stupid, misguided attachment I’ve formed to him, it’s meaningless. I can’t have him.”

[ But, as Kinn later learns, love rarely cares about can'ts and won'ts and shouldn'ts. Love simply is, and it will bring you to your knees - whether in defeat or in devotion. ]

i think i'll work on editing situationship and doing the director's cut bit this week since my writer's block is still going. but here's a summary of your choices in the meantime!

a couple of notes:

thank you all so, so much for the really amazing questions you sent in! i was blown away by them because i was expecting 2 responses at most. love you 🫰🏼

i've already posted the comedy-smut option (red option). please enjoy it here.

i do intend to write all of these options as they are my active wips but my writer's block is absolutely obliterating my ass right now, so please please be patient 🙏🏼