My names Quinn and why am I here?(they/them)((major inconvenience)) https://vanillapoisons.straw.page https://www.redbubble.com/people/VanillaPoisons/shop
I like drawing and talking and here is some media I like
Yugioh(long term interest)
Alice in Wonderland books(long term interest)
Twisted Wonderland/Blue Lock(?)(CURRENT FIXATION(S)((KALIM IS MY BLORBO SUNSHINE))((I love Bachira so much guys)
Other stuff
What am I?
Stupid
20
Gay(Pan)
Aroace(whoops)
Trans(Non-Binary)((they/them))
Korean American
Audhd
Fragile and sensitive
Has terrible Memory
Multishipper (currently fixated on Jamikali & Bachisagi)
What do these mean?
#quinnramblesandjabbers -> I am talking about stuff
#quinnsshittylittlearts -> I finished an art piece
#quinnsshittylittledoodles -> I doodled something
#quinnanswers -> I respond to asks
āCards on the table!ā -> ābe completely open and honest in declaring one's resources, intentions or attitudeā AKA a silly way to name my askbox (PSA: I donāt answer donation asks for fear of them being a scam So if you send them I will just delete it sorry)
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why is it that in fanfic about jamil and kalim the possibility of people getting executed for minor things comes up so much? we've seen silk city in the game and it's pretty normal. it can't be just because of the films the characters are based on because execution and the threat of execution come up plenty in e.g. the hunchback of notre dame, alice in wonderland, etc. and i've never seen anyone write about the queendom of roses or the shaftlands this way. what's goin on here why is everyone imagining folks in the scalding sands, by all accounts a regular place to live, are getting thrown in dungeons and beheaded all the time
if it helps to get your head around why it's weird to take the scalding sands -- a country whose worst canonical institutional problems are things like keeping cetaceans in captivity, having a monarchy, having billionaires, and having cops, all of which seem to also be true about multiple other countries in the setting -- and assume casually that its citizens live under an oppressive caste system and can be beheaded for minor crimes, here are some ideas about other twst countries that would be basically equivalent:
they have public hangings in the kingdom of roses
as a half-human in briar valley sebek could be killed for the slightest impropriety towards malleus but he's been brainwashed to think that's ok
if idia hadn't overblotted and the lads didn't have to break out to fight him they actually would have been detained by styx indefinitely and everyone outside the island would have been made to forget they ever existed at all
cannibalism is normal for hyenas and ruggie has eaten people
witch hunting still happens in rural areas of the shaftlands; epel's magic is only tolerated in his hometown because he helps with the apple harvest but he could be burned at the stake any time if something goes wrong
noble bell college is whites-only
and i don't mean as a one-off edgy headcanon, right. imagine if any of those things was just accepted as fact by huge swathes of the fandom and any time you read a fanfic there was, at a conservative estimate, like a 50-50 chance that it would talk about Ace attending a hanging with his family when he was a kid like this was something we all agreed was true about the setting of this game. and if you said you didn't think the game implied any of that then people got mad at you for not taking it seriously enough
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Iām so annoyed about how people discuss Kalim. Antis ares one thing, but even neutral people seem to disregard his trauma in favor of talking about another character (most often Jamil) and only focus on the āhelpless spoiled rich kid who is so out of touch that he doesnāt understand a lick of peopleās emotions at allā characterization like theyāre permanently stuck in Jamilās brain in book 4. Literally just stop talking about Kalim in general.
nu lemonz here! hawt boy x boy kisses onlehhhhhhhhh O///O *nosebleeds* damn you jamikali! xDDDD
jamil: o_O uhhhā¦ wtf?
me: STFU AND GO KISS KALIM! >:D
--o0o--
Jamilliam smirks smirkingly as he kabedons the small heir.
"Kalim-chan... I can smell your deliciousness from here..."
"Kyaaaa, Jamil-sama! W-What do you mean!" squeaks Kalim, as he trembles waifishly against the wall.
Jamilliam chuckles smexily and swoops in closer and sniffs the pearlette.
"You just started you're heat didn't you... Don't lie to me... I can tell. Because I'm Jamil Viper."
Kalim looks at him with astounded amazement and squeals loud like a trapped mouse. "Wow Jamil-sama! Y-You're so strong and intelligent and powerful and handsome! I can't believe it!"
Jamilliam takes the small and trembling Kalim into his arms and pets the greynette on his head.
"Donot worry, Kalim. I'll help you..." he says as he tears open a pack of heat suppressants with his teeth and then he puts the pill between his teeth and then kisses Kalim so it goes into his mouth through the kiss, "Is that better?"
"M-M-M-My first kiss...?!" Kalim says, turning bright read.
"Heh.... Every part of you is mine." Jamil says possessively and also while holding the pearl-greynette tight still. Kalim closes his eyes and snuggles him. Now that he knows he belongs to Jamil-sama he will be safe forever and ever.
--o0o--
so yah tat was my first fic if u like it and tell me if u want chappie 2 thxxxx! xDDDD //shot
Spoilers for season 2 and the beginning of season 3 of KKM anime again because Iām feeling so sad
(A dramatic ramble about me being sad the three brothers are passively suicidal)
The way Conrad and Gwendal react to Wolframās death hurts me so bad the same way Gwendal and Wolframās reactions hurt me. The brothers are so conditioned to tragedy and death they donāt give themselves the time to mourn.
Shori crashes out in anger at the sheer fact Yuri could get hurt but the three brothers donāt really understand him.
But I mean it makes sense to me
Gwendal knew his brothers were soldiers, he knew one day there was a possibility they would die and he would have to stay strong and keep going.
Conrad has seen so many people die on the battlefield and because of war. Julia died and left him so why wouldnāt the same happen to his brothers?
Wolfram screams once for Conradās death and moves on because he waited in the castle for news of his death constantly during the war.
It hurts me even more that it feels like Conrad and Wolfram and Gwendal are so passively suicidal. They donāt care about if they live. They only care about their kingdom and yuri.
Itās framed as a romantic moment and it is in some aspects but itās horrifying to me the way Wolfram was willing to let Yuri kill him for the sake of his uncleās political approval.
Itās horrifying to me how many times Conrad restates that heās willing to die for Yuri and how it comes off less and less like itās for Yuri and more that heās a walking ghost.
Gwendal tries to get himself killed for the kingdom as well. All again for political reasons and for relations with other countries.
Their lives as keysā¦as soldiersā¦being taught that they had no value unless it was helping the kingdom the shinouā¦
Conrad trying to die for a country that didnāt even want himā¦Wolfram trying to die for a man who is constantly flippant about his feelingsā¦Gwendal wanting to die as a tool when no one wished for him to do soā¦
In the anime one of the truest horrors of war they depict is how what all their lives are built around. Its built around war, their country, their āgodā
Everyone is constantly trying to live but the shadow of this fucking war the originators the shinou it wonāt stop haunting them.
They have to play mind games with family and watch them tear each other apart.
In the anime, all of them barely have friends. When they do itās people at the castle, their king, their fellow soldiers,
None of them for a second think about what they are leaving behind if they die because they donāt think they have anything or they donāt think whatās left behind will be worse off without them. Thatās fucking horrific
They also rarely wear anything that isnāt their soldier uniforms and I understand practically it for the animation but in my soul I feel like they wouldāve worn them all the time anyway.
What identity did they even have outside of it?
They cling to their roles and their commands and the definitions assigned to them.
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The idea of third year Jamil impulsively kissing Kalim bc he's SICK of Kalim missing every little hint of interest he's been dropping to him, every gift and gesture, and thinking he's FINALLY going to get through to him...
...only for him to see Kalim not happy like he'd thought he'd be, but making the most hurt, stricken face he's ever seen.
I just discovered the Styx Lab Au, damn talk about fate worse than death, I imagine Kalim would actually go nuclear if he found out what Idia did to Jamil (beware the nice one is a trope after all), question Does Idia eventually get his karmic punishment for what he's doing?
oh kalim would be absolutely furious if (when) he found out about whatās happening to jamil. and everyone else for that matter but especially jamil.
and trust me idia does get his karmic punishment eventually & iām also not letting idia get away without kalim avenging his day one because i think kalim deserves a crashout atp
Kyou Kara Maou amuses me because everyone is always deeply worried about Yuriās feelings but then not anyone elseās. Like it could be
???: oh no they have drawn and quartered lady Celi!
Her 3 biological sons who she raised: I hope Yuri(not her son)((has known her for like 3 months)) is going to handle this okayā¦I should check in on him(((someone else is already checking on him this was unnecessary)))
Like damn guys no one can process feelings in this world. Why do none of you try to center your own feelings about anything? Sometimes the situation is affecting you more than yuri bro.
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(Iām kinda salty rn so take all the salt and vinegar you need with this post)
Istg Kalim could get hit by a bus that Jamil was driving and seven people would start telling me about how he deserved it and how hard that was for Jamil to go through and how traumatizing that must be for him. How Jamil should be given time and grace because he was a servant so itās makes sense he would manically laugh and murder Kalim for no reason.
In fact Kalim actually could be hit by a bus by literally an unrelated third party and I would still have to hear about how Jamil feels about it for some reason man.
Yes Kalim and Jamil are tied together as characters but I feel like a lot of the time Kalim is used as a vehicle for Jamil angst and I find that a little bit frustrating sometimes. They are still their own people. Thereās like a balance somewhere here and we have yet to find it. I donāt know it either.
