VandalsGirl

❤️ forever. #alaska #fishing #seward #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #illfindyouagain #iloveyou #loveofmylife #love

2 months.... 2 months without my absolute favorite person. He'll always be my favorite person, for the rest of my life. 2 months without my other half. We did everything together. And every day I wake up I miss him even more than the day before. #fuck #thisworldsucks #lifeisaburden #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #dash #vegas #love #loveofmylife #iloveyou #illfindyouagain #waitforme #cantwaittobewithyouagain

This world is not a good place. It took away his future, and it took away mine. It will take a miracle or act of God, neither of which exist, to ever convince me again that somehow we are here for a purpose or convince me that it this is a good place to be. The beauty of this world is only an illusion, and I'll never trust the lies and deception it again. #illfindyouagain #iloveyou #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #loveofmylife #fuck #fuckthislife #thisworldsucks #lifeisaburden #lifesucks

He loves his nieces. ❤️ best part of the summer was watching him have fun with them. #avalanche #fuckavalanches #fuckthislife #fucklife #dash #family #summer #summertime #tubing #love #loveofmylife #waitforme #cantwaittobewithyouagain #iloveyou #illfindyouagain

I miss you. My heart literally aches more and more every day. This world is too cold and broken. #hatelife #missyou #hiking #fuck #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #avalanche

Walk down that lonesome road all by yourself, Don't turn your head back over your shoulder. And only stop to rest yourself when the silver moon is shining high above the trees. If I had stopped to listen once or twice, if I had closed my mouth and opened my eyes. If I had cooled my head and warmed my heart, I'd not be on this road tonight. Carry on, never mind feeling sorry for yourself. It doesn't save you from your troubled mind. Walk down that lonesome road all by yourself, Don't turn your head back over your shoulder. And only stop to rest yourself when the silver moon is shining high above the trees. #dash #fuckthislife #fucklife #fuck #fuckavalanches #love #loveofmylife #iloveyou #illfindyouagain #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #lonesomeroad #jamestaylor #wedding #missyou #hatelife

He should still be here. This isn't fair. He needs to still have his future. #alaska #winter #snowmachine #snow #fuckavalanches #fuck #fucklife #fuckthislife #dash

❤️ forever. Every day is too exhausting without him. #fuck #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #dash #dirtbiking #summer #alaska

Please, I wish you could just come home.... You promised me you'd never leave.... #alaska #summer #portage #portagecreek #fuck #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #dash

This camping trip was amazing. I remember so well taking this picture. He was so happy this night, but who wouldn't have been happy? It was a gorgeous night, and we had amazing weather all weekend. Now 3 years later, this picture was used for a terrible purpose. Just more proof, God isn't real. He doesn't exist. #loveofmylife #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #illfindyouagain #iloveyou #loveofmylife #love #camping #summer #summertime #alaska #kellylake #soldotna

Always my favorite person. #dash #fuck #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #iloveyou #illfindyouagain #waitforme #cantwaittobewithyouagain #loveofmylife

Love him and miss him forever, or at least until I see him again. #fuck #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #dirtbiking #camping #shooting #alaska #summer #summertime #dash

Your crazy matches my crazy. We're like two jigsaw pieces, and we have curvy edges. But you got them together and you can see the picture on top. #love #illfindyouagain #iloveyou #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #deadpoolmoviequotes #camping #summer #alaska #kenai

Yep. #fuckavalanches #fucklife #waitforme #cantwaittobewithyouagain #iloveyou #illfindyouagain #love

Every day I wake up and can't believe this is my life. And I definitely don't believe that in a good way. We were about to having everything we could have wanted. And all I can ask is.... Why. And I just keep holding on to some kind of hope somehow that someday, somewhere we'll be together again. #dash #cantwaittobewithyouagain #illfindyouagain #waitforme #loveofmylife #love #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #hmk

He loves it up in the mountains. The mountains always looked so beautiful. Now I hate the mountains. #fuckavalanches #dash #fuckthislife #dashforward #mountains #snowmachine #polaris #polarisassault #fucklife #love #loveofmylife #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #illfindyouagain

Seems like, although it's only February, summer is fast approaching. I can feel a warmth in the air and even though it snowed yesterday, it has already begun to melt. Summer terrifies me. It is the time of year when we had most of our adventures together, camping, fourwheeling, kayaking, shooting, hiking. And now I have to do it alone. Well, not completely alone because our friends will be there with me, but every day without you I am alone. I'm so scared. #summer #camping #hiking #kayaking #loveofmylife #love #iloveyou #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #summertime #fuckthislife #dashforward #dash #fuckavalanches