#dashforward

This boho princess is on her way to 5th grade right now!!! 💖🌻 How is that even possible? #timeflies #beautyqueen #fifthgrader #dashforward

He loves it up in the mountains. The mountains always looked so beautiful. Now I hate the mountains. #fuckavalanches #dash #fuckthislife #dashforward #mountains #snowmachine #polaris #polarisassault #fucklife #love #loveofmylife #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #illfindyouagain

The stairs we picked out together are on the way to being completed. They look so nice, and Dash would be so, so happy if he could see them. He would love them and show them off everywhere. I dreamed last night that Dash was helping me rearrange furniture and do work on the house. It was such a nice dream....until I woke up, alone, again.... #fuckavalanches #fuckthislife #fucklife #dash #dashforward #stairs #housework #remodel #homeremodel

The only one who made me so, so happy. #dash #dashforward #dasherickson #alaska #anchorage #platinumjaxx #fuckavalanches #fuckthislife #fucklife #fuck

You gave me the greatest gift anyone could ever give another person. You spent the rest of your life with me, loving me. And I can't ever return that gift to you, because I'm still here, alone. The most I can do is carry you with me for the rest of mine, and love you every step of the way. I wish I could do more and have you back. #waitforme #loveofmylife #cantwaittobewithyouagain #iloveyou #illfindyouagain #dash #dashforward #fucklife #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches

Why are we cursed with this separation. Life isn't anything except a giant "fuck you". #dasherickson #dash #dashforward #fuckavalanches #love #illfindyouagain #iloveyou #cantwaittobewithyouagain #loveofmylife #waitforme

Whatever this "new path" is that I'm on, it will never be one I appreciate or one that was my first choice. I've come to find more every day that for some of us left behind, life is no longer a gift. It's not a blessing. It's not a blessing at all that I'm still here to "enjoy" this fucked up and cruel world while Dash cannot. It's a heavy burden. And yesterday I was relieved to find out that I'm not the only one that truly feels this way. #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #fuckthislife #fucklife #lifeisaburden #lifeisnotablessing #fuckavalanches #avalanche #dash #dashforward