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if i ever act like this again shoot me in the face

Guilt follows me like a stray dog

i love s2 jon because he’s like ‘hmmm why is martin b e i n g  n i c e  to me 🤨🤨🤨. why is he bringing me CUPS OF TEA and LOOKING AFTER ME >:|| it is suspicious i am SUSPICIOUS’ like. jon. he’s gay.

relistening to jon spiral into depression and paranoia and start sacrificing himself even more is actually so sad. "Martin doesn't want me working not even a month after I had worms corkscrewed out of me. is he hiding something?" no, Jon. you're just obviously deteriorating rapidly and he's concerned. shit reminds me that tma is a tragedy and that it doesn't stay as silly as s1 starts out :(

Why is repeating thoughts and specific rituals called manifestation when it's for good grades or smth but when I repetitively think of absolutely horrendous situations and cause irreparable physical damage to myself to prevent those situations from happening it's called mental illness smh

ocd is literally just having a guy in your head that torments you with false prophecies & visions