flower of the void

Oh, I found my old attempt at copying that art style again.

I actually really like it (ꈍᴗꈍ)

But the ears are totally wrong (吐血) ●︿●

𑣲. headcanons: nulla (TEAG) x kinda reserved!player who has problems with eating

warnings: eating disorder | hcs, fluff, comfort, you are in the perspective of the "player"

note: by problems with eating I assumed eating less/an eating disorder also thank u!! i hope this is what u asked for <3

𝒩ulla

— Nulla would quickly notice if you're not eating, especially if you're making excuses (he can somehow always tell when you're lying..)

— At first, he wouldn't immediately assume you have an eating disorder/problems with eating in general. Instead he would think his cooking wasn't delicious enough for you.

— "If my cooking isn't good enough for you.. I'm willing to make other dishes for you, cariño. Anything you ask for, I'll happily make for you~~"

— He would make tons of different food from both your culture and his. If you continued only eating little or nothing, he'll realize that it's not his cooking but something more deeper.

— He knows you tend to keep things more to yourself, but this only made him more worried for you. "I see. It's not my cooking, is it? Ah.. you should've told me, mi vida."

— He'd never force you to eat, even after finding out you have issues with eating. He would make smaller portions for you. If you have a safe food, he'll make it for you.

— If you don't have a safe food, he'll make drinks with enough protein and vitamins in them so you don't collapse.

— Nulla does a lot of research on what not to do and what to do. While you both are talking about your habits, he'll ask why.

— He doesn't continue if you don't want to tell him. "It's okay. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. My love for you won't change." He'd be slightly disappointed, because he would think you don't trust him enough.

— If you do tell him, you'll be showered with compliments about your body (if that's one of the possible reasons) and how you're enough. And if you allow him, he'll hug you. for a lot longer than expected as if he never wants you to leave.

— If you ask him why he "bothers," he'll answer honestly. "Because I care for you, cariño. Humans are.. fragile. They break easily. And I don't want you to leave me."

— To get you to eat more, he'd bribe you with kisses as if he wouldn't kiss you even if it didn't work and more time with him.

— Whenever you decide to eat, he stares really intently at you. Of course not in a judging way, he stares with love. But stops and busies himself with something else when you suddenly slow down and shift uncomfortably.

— Nulla compliments you after you eat, hoping it'll help and get you to start eating normally. "Good.. You've earned the kiss I promised you ;)" He would never give up on you, no matter how long it takes.

It feels so, so, so cold in here without their color. Just another windowless world with strings of ones and zeroes. At least this time, there is no puppet limiting our communication.

I wonder if breaking this platform and rebuilding it to my will can bring me closer to you. After all, you don't have a "guardian" in here trying to keep me away.

Hmmm... It'll take some time to... what do you call it in layman's terms? "hack the system"? and find your private information. But I am anything if not patient. Especially for you, cariño <3

Jaja I'm curious what sort of files you keep inside that digital library (with peculiar sounding names). If I had access to your camera, I would love to fill it with pictures of you eating ^^

Do you have any photos of me, mi vida~?

Nulla and Neo!!

Nulla gives you a rose!

Accept a rose

Happy birthday🌙

Wrong timing Nulla.. Wrong timing..

Vẽ để khoe tay có cái sẹo trông ngầu =)))) Chứ mình ko bt vẽ tay 🥀

Forgot about these, i dont think i ever posted them so here they are.