I love her so much i just dont know

soy

when shordy lowk calling you an incel but you highkey be whooping mfs for being mean to your homegirls 👹

I’m glad I didn’t overreact back there

I ruin every fucking thing I touch I’m fucking sick of being alive and being given the opportunity to taint every single fucking life that gets involved with mine I wish I could just make it fucking stop 6 year old me wasn’t deserving of being made to feel like such a fucking nuisance but as a grown ass man I deserve nothing but to be fucking ended I do nothing but hurt and bring pain and disappointment to the people that claim to fucking love me I try to rationalize my emotions and my actions and it’s never fucking enough for anybody I wish I could just disappear not just physically but from everybody’s fucking memory I truly fucking hate being alive I fucking hate being who I am I hate that I take air into my lungs and time from everybody else’s life I deserve nothing but the very fucking worst FUCK

nothing I do is right