Charmingly unstable

No words could ever really express how much Chris Wood means to me. I mean, if you look at my account you might get a rough idea. But he's more than just some actor | like, he's quite literally my comfort person, and the appreciation I have for him is endless.

I'm so beyond grateful I got to see him again. I was able to give him my scrapbook, the idontmind bear from last time, and even some bracelets I made for him. He was so grateful and kind. He even wrote me a note in my journal and I cannot even find the right words to describe how much that means to me.

Do I wish I had more time or maybe could've said a little more ? Absolutely. Do I feel sad and empty now that it's over ? Yes.

But despite my overthinking and overwhelming emotions, I'm grateful and still hopeful I get to see him again at some other convention one day.

In the meantime, I have the note he wrote for me as a reminder to keep going, to keep taking care of myself. Even if that seems impossible, he makes it seem possible. He makes me want to do better.

Anyways, I love him more than words can express. I hope l get to see him again someday soon.

Thank you if anyone actually read all that <3

Peace out ✌🏼