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𓍼 only uses purple nail polish, doesn't like any other colour on her nails. she doesn't know why.

𓍼 had a special place w sammy in new orleans still visits it everytime she goes to nola. treats it more like his grave, even though he has a real grave w his body in it. here she feels like she's honoring his memory more.

𓍼 loooovvess the tinkerbell movie. it became her comfort movie.

𓍼 still gets her visions but is more adapt to it now. she can hold conversations while seeing them. from outside it just looks like she's zoned out, in her mind is a different story.

𓍼 gets uncanney valley feelings from herself. spends hours looking at the mirror or her body parts trying to make sense of it. she doesn't tell anyone bc she can't even really describe the feeling.

𓍼 haaattess jazz music. it reminds her so much of her first life. every time she hears it she's back 'home' and immediatly the memories of ghosts start haunting her mind.

𓍼 starts ballet not only as a hobby but as a body control mechanism. aching limbs make her feel alive, otherwise she feels she could melt back into the underworld.

𓍼 doesn't tell anyone anything about herself. she talks a lot, all the time, just not about herself. nobody really knows her thoughts or dreams or anything that goes on in her mind really. only people that got closer is frank and percy. but even they don't know that much. she feels like her mind is only something she can handle.

𓍼 frank always kept something small of leo's whenever he came to cj before they started dating, just so he would have an excuse to come back. nothing big and never anything serious like his project papers; just a ballpoint pen, his screwdriver, random measuring tape etc. he knows how attached leo gets to his tools and knows he'll come back looking for them and maybe even him too. leo never found out just blamed his adhd and clumsiness. frank still keeps some of them locked in his praetors chamber.

𓍼 leo's favourite cookies are choc chips and frank's salted caramel. they always suggest baking the others favourite but end up compromising and making half batch of each.

𓍼 frank never raises his voice at leo. never ever. one time at the beginning of their relationship they had a fight and frank thought he was just speaking loud until he saw the horrified look on leo's face. he apologised for hours that day and is mindfull of his voice ever since.

𓍼 leo doesn't sleep at nights when frank's away at quests. mostly because his paranoia doesn't let his mind rest, and he starts spiraling in his anxiety. only thing that calms him down a notch is wearing franks tshirts and having his smell around. when frank comes home and sees him with eyebags and puffy eyes he just says 'creativity births unannounced' or something stupid like that that makes frank roll his eyes but he knows he's lying.

𓍼 frank doesn't like sitting in silence at all. he gets the worst intrusive thoughts and just hates everything his mind is trying to tell him. so as much as he pokes fun at it, he really appreciates leo's loud demeanor and the random loud machines that stay on even at nights.

𓍼 one time leo shut himself so bad frank didn't know how to do. nothing that works usually wasn't working and he was just so desperate. almost as much as when he was trying to save hazel in hoh. so he called calypso to ask for advice, as she's the only person other than him who knows that side of leo. he ended up crying and venting on the phone for two hours. calypso doesn't judge him, she never does and he really appreciates it.