GIRL

“You are so obsessed with finding someone to love you because you can’t love yourself.”

“Love someone who is kinder to you than you are to yourself.”

“I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.”

“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be.”

“You were the hardest lesson I ever had to learn.”

“You will fall in love with someone who’s cold and always seemingly pushing you away. When all is said and done, they will be forever known as the one person you couldn’t get to love you. Unfortunately, it will hurt and sting worse than the good ones, the ones that chopped up your meat for you and picked out an eyelash from your eye and were nice to your mother, because love often feels like a game we need to win.”

“Es würde doch nichts ändern.“ sage ich, mehr zu mir selbst als zu dir. “Es würde nichts ändern weil du nichts ändern willst.” erwiderst du. “Du müsstest nur mit den Fingern schnipsen und absolut alles könnte und würde sich ändern. Aber du tust es nicht.” Ich seufze laut. “Aber ich tue es nicht.”

“How is it you have the right to destroy my life, but I’m not allowed a say in yours?”