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Plot: Y/N is hired as Blur's photographer for their tour and catches the eye of the lead singer.
A/N: Hope the person that requested this enjoys it.
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The passion for photography had returned sooner than Iโd anticipated.
One second, I was wallowing away in my bedroom after the funeral, staring at the last gift my father had givenโhis very own camera, a relic that acted as the glue to our relationship through common interest had simply brought me painful feelings and unwanted nostalgia.
Then one afternoon, it was picked up. Perhaps it was curiosity or just boredom, but before I knew it, I was taking small polaroids of the springtime butterflies at a park just outside my flat.
When I had touched it, a wave of feelings came rushingโthe flash and the fantasy, it was all coming back to meโthose werenโt the only feelings I felt, but the good ones overpowered the โbad onesโ.ย
Slowly, my relationship with photography had grown back and stronger than before. When I was offered a job to photograph a bandโBlur, I think that was their nameโI couldnโt pass it up.ย
Iโd heard of them briefly in passingโsmall snippets of Parklife, Girls & Boys, and whatnot, other than that, they were strangers.
I knew myself well enough to know that I didnโt fair well around strangers, but this was my job.
What was talking to a few strangers if I was getting paid for it?
Absolutely nothing was what it was.
I stood outside a run-down building. The brick walls were covered in green ivy that was slowly inching throughout the entire perimeter, greenโs sticking out through the cracks of the bricks with chipped cement.ย
Nature was slowly reclaiming what was hers. It was a slow process, but it was evident.
I pulled out the small camera I had tucked away in my small knitted bag. I brought the small technology to my face, snapping a wide shot.
A picture like that at face value could have easily been passed off as nothing too special, but it easily entailed millions of wordsโnot necessarily forming a cohesive story, but enough to put the pieces together and allow you to come up with various interpretations. It was poetic.
I sighed softly. As much as I would have wanted to stay there and lament over the meaning of time, I had a job to do.
I stepped inside the building, immediately enveloped in an atmosphere of warmth. The interior looked like the exteriorโs anthesis.
It was gorgeous and well adorned.
The saying, Donโt Judge A Book By A Cover couldnโt have been more applicable in this moment.ย
I slowly paced around, trying to make sense of my surroundings.
โYou lost?โ A voice rang out.ย
I turned, met with the sight of a shaggy-haired, dirty blond pretty boy.ย
โPretty boyโ, not as an insult, merely stating facts.
The lad was gorgeous, paired with a set of ocean eyes that most attractive people were blessed with.
โExcuse me?โ I said, raising a brow.
The man chuckled, a small raspy sound that made it known that whatever was going on was already amusing him. โSorry, you just look lost.โ
I shook my head. โIโm meant to be meeting with a bandโuh, Blur.โ
The gentlemanโs face fell into a charming smile, one that emphasized his best facial features.
My goodness, the man could have easily passed as a model. Maybe he was.
โOh, Are you the photographer?โ
I nodded, stating my name. โAnd you are?โ
โDamon Albarn.โ He extended his hand towards my direction.ย
โCโmon, Iโll show you where to go.โ Damon said, his hand losing its grip on mine, nudging his head towards the direction of a corridor.
He didnโt wait for a response before walking off, I quickly trailed behind him. He moved quickly, knowing every turn and room in the place. There wasnโt an ounce of shyness or anything of the sort between usโthe aura simply lacked it.
I was led to a small room, equipment scattered about like the people occupying the room. Puffs of smoke shot up in the air before it dispersed. From the few equipment I could recognise like mixing boards and microphonesโalso the large glass window dividing the roomโit was obvious this was a recording room.
Damon quickly gathered the roomโs attention, introducing me to Blur and vice versa, quickly and casually adding that he was the lead singer.
I was sat in a small chair in the middle of the room, getting to know everyone in the room. When the tour manager had arrived, procedures were gone over talks of pay and other factors weโd managed to correspond over.
Iโd been allowed to travel with the band. The only responsibility I really had was taking great photos, which I was very well certain I was going to do.
Throughout the first few days of the tour, everything went smoothly. The band played and I took photos. I couldnโt lie, they werenโt arse. I even found myself moving along to some of the music. After the gigs, Damon even invited me to the pub with the lads.
He was great. He was really great.ย
Being around him had slowly began increasing the amount of butterflies in my stomach whenever he was around.
It wasnโt some spur-of-the-moment thing. It was one of gradual development, slowly creeping in like a song stuck in my head. He was a charmer to the coreโeven when he didnโt want to be.ย
When he smiled at me, placed his arms on or around my shoulders, I knew I was a goner.
There were no issuesโreally there werenโt. At least thatโs what I was telling myself.
My โstruggleโ came with the photos. They were there and they were by no means terrible, butโฆ
Something wasnโt right. I couldnโt quite capture the band in the way that Iโd wanted to. The problem wasnโt with the band per say, but with my inability to capture Damon the way I captured the other members.
I scrolled through the cameraโs gallery, disappointment flashed across my figure. It was well past midnight and I knew I wouldnโt get any sleep unless I got this done and dealt with.ย
So, I did the only logical thing I knew I could do.
I stood in front of Damonโs hotel door, knocking lightly.ย
A disheveled and very visibly tired Damon opened the door, wiping at his eyelids and blinking rapidly to adjust to the corridor lights.ย
โBloody hell,โ he groaned, his voice no louder than a mutter, โItโs two in the bloody morning. You better be on fire, or Iโm going back to bed.โ
โYeah, sorry.โ I spoke quickly, nervously toying with my fingers. โI justโI need you for something. Itโll be quick.โ
Damon just stared at me, there was an expression on his face I couldnโt decipher. With a sigh, he pushed his door open wider, revealing a sleeping Graham on one of the two beds in the room. โDโyou wanna come in orโฆโ
I shook my head. โDonโt wanna wake Graham, we can go to my room.โ
Damon let out a tired sigh, but followed me anyway scratching the back of his neck.ย
โThis is spacious.โ Damon stated, sarcasm laced in his tone as he looked around at the smaller room I was meant to enhabit.ย
โItโs a room for one, not exactly something youโd expect to look like a penthouse.โ
Damon chuckled at the unexpected bite back, plopping down on my bed. โAlright, what do you need?โ
I turned on the small lights I had displayed, pointing them straight at Damon. He winced at the abrupt startle.
โSorry.โ I picked up my camera, adjusting the lensesโ focus. โI need you to pose.โ
โPose?โ Damonโs brows knitted together.ย
โIโve been having an issue with the photos, mainly with you.โ
โWhat?โ Damon blinked.
โTheyโre good, but theyโre not great.โ I explained. โYouโre the common factor in that predicament.โ
โYes, you, Damon. Would you like me to repeat what Iโve just said again?โ
โItโs not intentional. I justโฆIโm not capturing you as well as the others. So I need to take a few more shots of you.โ
โThatโs why you called me here?โ
โSorry,โ I winced. โI couldnโt sleep unless I at least cracked down on what Iโm doing wrong. You donโt mind, do you?โ
โNah, If I did, I would have gone back. Dโyou know how early it is?โ Damon moved around on the bed, striking different ridiculous poses. โDoes this work?โ
I wanted to give him a look, but an involuntary giggle escaped my lips. โCโmon, take this seriously.โ
โRight. Right, sorry.โ
My camera was brought up to my face.ย
A few more shots later and stillโฆI wasnโt satisfied.ย
I scrolled through the gallery.
I had no idea why the fuck my brain acted up like this sometimes. It was either perfect, or it would never see the light of day.ย
โStill nothinโ good?โ Damon tilted his head.
I shook my head, grunting in frustration.
Damon chuckled, โQuite the perfectionist, are you?โ
โComes with the job.โ I responded without looking up at him.
โHowโd you come about becoming a photographer anyway?โย
The question caught me off guard.ย
โMy dad was a photographer. Followed in his footsteps.โ
Damon nodded, absorbing the information. โDo you like it?โ
The answer was very clear in my head. Pictures told a million words and millions of stories. With pictures, there didnโt need to be much said, it was a simple and easy form of connection.
Saying it out loud, however, there was only a simple, โYes.โ stated.ย
โItโs a bit like music for me.โ
โIs it?โ I turned to him, finally facing him.ย
Damonโs hands were stretched out behind him, holding him up as he nodded. โWith music, everything clicks in a way that you just canโt put into words. You donโt have to say it, you justโฆget it.โ
โYou really like music, uh?โ
โDonโt move.โ I instructed, moving my camera up.ย
Iโd finally caught it, captured him. It was perfect.
I finally understood him, through the photo, I could understand him.
I sat on the bed beside him, showing him the photo.ย
โDoes that make the cut?โ He asked.
I nodded, smiling. โThanks for helping me out.โ
My heart fluttered, as it had been doing so often when I was around the band, around Damon. The slow, but increasing feelings had finally surfaced. With minor hesitation and before I could overthink it, I left a soft peck on his cheek.ย
Damon froze, his blue eyes locked onto my own eyes, my stomach flippedโdid I misunderstand.
A slow and knowing smile crept onto Damonโs face. His hand reached up to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear with his soft yet calloused fingers.ย
โYouโre welcome.โ He murmured, his voice a lot less sleepy and more just soft and tender.
He leaned in, his lips hoving over mine just enough to allow the anticipation to build before I finally made contact. His lips were warm against mine, moving along with it at a nice and slow pace. It felt like we had all the time in the world despite both being in very need of sleep.ย
When I pulled back, our eyes remained on one another as a silent dialogue was transferred.