❗[Blog is +17, read pinned!]❗ ★ Artist ★ 22yo ★ ESP/ENG | She/Her ★ [Co-creator of Popee X Johnny | Creator of Perfect Nothing AU] ★ Ig: @valentine.rosses
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★ She/Her ★ Greysexual ★ 22yo ★ 🇲🇽 ★
🎀—. Hello! I'm Valentine, a funny bunny that likes meat, but you can call me Val~.
❥・I'm an artist, I like oil paintings, mixed media, digital and traditional art. My artwork is mostly focused on (dark) romance, horror, violence, cute, silly stuff!
❥・Multifandom, my current fandoms are:
Popee The Performer / Masudaverse
Johnny The Homicidal Maniac / Invader Zim
Villainous
Gorillaz
Invincible
You may know me for: Popee the performer X Johnny the homicidal maniac [#popnny] crackship, invader zim/zadr/za2r, and Perfect Nothing AU art!
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{ 🥩 CW } · I draw spooky gore, horror topics and suggestive content! It can be subtle or graphic. It will be properly tagged [#cw suggestive, #cw gore], viewer discretion is advised.
{ 🩷 } · You can interact as long as you respect me and everyone, but I'm a bit uncomfortable interacting with minors, hence the age audience my art is aiming to [+17].
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— DMs are open, but I don't respond to vague messages. Please be clear about why you are talking to me bc I get anxious quickly lol. I take a while to reply to messages, too.
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#popnny — PTP × JTHM art
#invader zim: perfect nothing / #perfect nothing au — A twisted and dark take of the episode "Mopiness of Doom", turned into a hurt/comfort horror story about brainwashing, torture, love and healing.
#valentine's_toy_box — OC art
#valentine's_letter_box — Answering questions and requests
#🎀;; gift box — Gifts and fanarts <3
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(art image — Megan Ellen Macdonald "Choke Cherry 2")
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In perfect nothing au, what do dibs coworkers think about dib having a thing for zim? Especially given dibs past. I Imagine some of them where like "I knew it! Dave you owe me five bucks".
Yeah probably lmao
They could also be intrigued to know what tf did Dib find attractive in Zim since the little green goblin is not the most kind apprentice in the workplace; they describe Zim as that conceited colleague who is going to make his pride everyone's problem (and he is indeed very talented at technology, just very annoying about it). Tak being there to talk more shit about Zim doesn't help his case
"Dib is probably a masochist, or very dumb at selecting interests", they would say
I like it when they're trying to conceal their emotions to comfort someone else. I like it when their smile is not because they're pleased and it's actually pretty threatening. I like it when they smile because somebody else asked them to. I like it when it becomes an habit. I like it when they just keep smiling because they're supposed to be cheerful and they don't want anybody to see them sad. I like it when they don't even notice they're doing it.
I like it when it doesn't even work. I like it when they're not fooling anybody about it. I like it when it works way too well. I like it when they can't keep it up anymore. I like it when their act is working and somebody sees right through them and calls them out on it. I like it when they try to deny it ☝️ I like it when it doesn't work.
So the way I picture ZADR happening is that Dib genuinely hates Zim and thinks he’s a complete monster with no redeeming qualities, until he learns in ETF that Zim’s an actual person with a motive for doing what he does, just like him. So he starts to view him as a victim and someone who can be reasoned with and convinced to stop being evil with the right support, and having someone show him that kind of compassion would make Zim reciprocate those feelings.
But if Perfect Nothing Dib has been convinced that all the alien stuff was a delusion, what is the basis for his feelings for Zim? Does he just think Zim was being abused or neglected at home and acting out at skool because of it?
Also, does he think his Roboparents are his real parents and the main source of Zim’s issues? Because I imagine it would be easier to just write off the Tallest as completely made up alien overlords than try to explain that they’re Zim’s gay uncles who he thinks of as parents and desperately craves approval from like a fatherless child, even though he already has a father at home.
Technically yes; the way Dib "solved" the puzzle of Zim being a sick boy was through the narrative made by the doctors that he was a kid that due to his sickness, never figured how to fit in with other kids and thus became resentful about it, creating robots that would become his only friends, and doing awful stuff towards Dib and other kids. This of course supported by the argument that he was neglected by his family and thus he seeked attention outside of them (and probably was a neurodivergent kid too)
They were both outcasts, they were both lonely, I believe that their relationship is formed by how even when considered enemies, they were their only constant in life and grew dependant bc of it, playing ilusions of aliens and ghosts in order to ignore the harsh reality, and with time they started to understand each other; that Zim is not a demon that lacks empathy, but rather a boy that has gone through a lot. Dib feels empathetic for him, and very guilty to think that he just kept feeding the delusions
If u ask me about the Tallest, I've had this idea of Dib believing they are Zim's parents/relatives that took care of him (perhaps due to Zim becoming an orphan?)/caretakers/whatever but the kind that decided that they had other priorities (themselves), left the house and told Zim that someday they will be back. The roboparents can be kept as exactly that: robots made to do the most basic things needed to mantain the house and take care of Zim, while the Tallest ocassionally kept in touch with the sick kid through video calls. I think their world is dystopian enough to pull out some shit like that
Sure, Dib's explanation is not flawless and I want it to be like that, there's clear logic gaps in his mentality but he chooses to ignore them in order to not lose track of "reality" and not be fooled by his "twisted imagination of a child"
Love the idea that the Roboparents can still be robots in Dib's mundane worldview because in the wacky cyberpunk world of IZ that's a totally normal plausible thing that could exist and isn't too far removed from his own home life. The idea that the Tallest are Zim's real bio family who were either rich enough to afford robot caretakers or a scientist family like Dib's own who just chose to abandon Zim because they didn't feel like taking care of him only adds to it.
Does PN Dib know GIR is a robot, but just thinks he's not an alien robot? Or is it like the comic where he goes along with the idea of him being a perfectly normal green dog to appease his father?
A robot, I actually imagined that Dib decided to show his father that the green dog is just a robot in disguise in order to let it in inside Membrane Labs, this by trying to convince GIR to take off the disguise and taking advantage of GIR's defective obedience mechanism by offering him treats. Membrane may be fascinated by GIR for a while
A trope that gets to me: 'guard dog' character and their partner who are both fully aware of it and honestly don't care/kind of like it. Someone says "call your guard dog off" and their partner does call them off. That person, their 'guard dog', is someone who is unreservedly, irrefutably loyal to them. Someone undoubtedly dangerous who is willing to kill, to maim, to obey, simply because of their love for one another. There's no manipulation involved— it is loyalty, brutal, dogged loyalty. And it goes both ways.
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So the way I picture ZADR happening is that Dib genuinely hates Zim and thinks he’s a complete monster with no redeeming qualities, until he learns in ETF that Zim’s an actual person with a motive for doing what he does, just like him. So he starts to view him as a victim and someone who can be reasoned with and convinced to stop being evil with the right support, and having someone show him that kind of compassion would make Zim reciprocate those feelings.
But if Perfect Nothing Dib has been convinced that all the alien stuff was a delusion, what is the basis for his feelings for Zim? Does he just think Zim was being abused or neglected at home and acting out at skool because of it?
Also, does he think his Roboparents are his real parents and the main source of Zim’s issues? Because I imagine it would be easier to just write off the Tallest as completely made up alien overlords than try to explain that they’re Zim’s gay uncles who he thinks of as parents and desperately craves approval from like a fatherless child, even though he already has a father at home.
Technically yes; the way Dib "solved" the puzzle of Zim being a sick boy was through the narrative made by the doctors that he was a kid that due to his sickness, never figured how to fit in with other kids and thus became resentful about it, creating robots that would become his only friends, and doing awful stuff towards Dib and other kids. This of course supported by the argument that he was neglected by his family and thus he seeked attention outside of them (and probably was a neurodivergent kid too)
They were both outcasts, they were both lonely, I believe that their relationship is formed by how even when considered enemies, they were their only constant in life and grew dependant bc of it, playing ilusions of aliens and ghosts in order to ignore the harsh reality, and with time they started to understand each other; that Zim is not a demon that lacks empathy, but rather a boy that has gone through a lot. Dib feels empathetic for him, and very guilty to think that he just kept feeding the delusions
If u ask me about the Tallest, I've had this idea of Dib believing they are Zim's parents/relatives that took care of him (perhaps due to Zim becoming an orphan?)/caretakers/whatever but the kind that decided that they had other priorities (themselves), left the house and told Zim that someday they will be back. The roboparents can be kept as exactly that: robots made to do the most basic things needed to mantain the house and take care of Zim, while the Tallest ocassionally kept in touch with the sick kid through video calls. I think their world is dystopian enough to pull out some shit like that
Sure, Dib's explanation is not flawless and I want it to be like that, there's clear logic gaps in his mentality but he chooses to ignore them in order to not lose track of "reality" and not be fooled by his "twisted imagination of a child"
Thinking about Perfect Nothing Dib getting gaslit into thinking he imagined the whole alien thing as a cope for his crush on Zim. Then Zim comes back into his life and he starts to feel a strong attraction to him again. But his fantasies are tinged with shame and repression because he wants to be a good, sane boy and only think of Zim as a human, but can’t stop picturing him with big glossy red eyes and cute little antenna and hot xenogenitalia when he jacks off.
Literally one of the reasons why he starts having the strong need to "fix" Zim so he can love him in a "sane way" as a human, and how better than vivisecting him and see for himself his "humanity"
The doctors know about his fetish towards aliens btw, and since they wanted to deliver a "completly normal and cured" boy back to Membrane, they shamed him for it. So he's very sexually repressed/frustrated because of it, hating himself for having these kind of preferences, and him being depressed/traumatized doesn't help his libido too
#always imagined him turning down any advances made on him bc of this#or avoiding conversations like these in order to protect himself#coworkers probably think that he's just very shy or very asexual#and probably the reason why Dib's drink gets spiked just to prove a point or something#no i'm not letting him rest; that's for the healing arc#it's not like he's a complete angel; he prob punched people on the face or said some nasty things in return
It's divided between two ideas, one being done by a coworker who thought that Dib "needed a push" to enjoy himself/boost his confidence in some kind of party that the employees made, since Dib only does the bare minimum when it comes to social interactions outside of work. The other is that it was done by a politician/investor in one of those "business meetings" being made for the interest of Membrane Labs, because, you know, awful people
Either way, Zim is probably near to prevent/help Dib out of it. Dib probably recognizes it too due to having been drugged into submission before at the asylum
Thinking about Perfect Nothing Dib getting gaslit into thinking he imagined the whole alien thing as a cope for his crush on Zim. Then Zim comes back into his life and he starts to feel a strong attraction to him again. But his fantasies are tinged with shame and repression because he wants to be a good, sane boy and only think of Zim as a human, but can’t stop picturing him with big glossy red eyes and cute little antenna and hot xenogenitalia when he jacks off.
Literally one of the reasons why he starts having the strong need to "fix" Zim so he can love him in a "sane way" as a human, and how better than vivisecting him and see for himself his "humanity"
The doctors know about his fetish towards aliens btw, and since they wanted to deliver a "completly normal and cured" boy back to Membrane, they shamed him for it. So he's very sexually repressed/frustrated because of it, hating himself for having these kind of preferences, and him being depressed/traumatized doesn't help his libido too
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Hi, I just have a question as a fan artist. Where do you start with when posting about/sharing an AU? I wanna share an IZ AU I've been workshopping, but I'm so unsure where to even begin (especially since I'm adding an oc into it). I mostly want to post it cause i have so many ideas that i want out of my brain and I haven't been good about keeping cohesive notes, as well as I want to make sure I'm characterizing the characters right too. I've talked about it a bit with my partner, and they seem to think that I might end up mischaracterizing a bit, which is a worry of mine.
It's just all very overwhelming, cause I have a lotta lore for my character that I can incorporate and I don't know where to start lol
Any tips for note keeping, story building, where to start, that sort of thing? (Btw i love your art and would love to commission you someday)
The best thing I can say to u is to remind ourselfs that the main reason why we make AUs is for fun
I'm a perfectionist, so I get your worries with the mischaracterizing the cast and the overall presentation of the AU. I wrote a lot under this, if you want to read my main points, they are highlighted in bold
I'm very worried of mischaracterizing Zim due to how little time I have spent into developing his character beyond what the series and comics offer of him, unlike Dib since as you may have noticed, I'm a Dib kin. Zim it's actually what has stressed me out the most, but a good friend of mine helped me remind me that this AU is still being made for fun and I'm not gonna get killed because of writring him slightly ooc; the magic of expanding a piece of media through fanfiction/AUs is that we can give our own twist to the main characters. There's SOOO much blank space with the cast that gives us the opportunity to write them in many ways, to see how their personalities can develop in the given environment. In any case, we can always return to the source material and take notes of the personality pattern that they showcase so we can have a reference, talk with people that may be very fixated with the character (I can assure you they will be so glad to yap about it, and what a better way by posting your ideas and engage with people interested in them!!); being perfectionistic enough to care about the characters is not bad, but remember, fandom is not about following the source material in a very straight line where they forbid any form of creative freedom, in fact, that KILLS fandoms
Some like to express Dib with a more soft heart like the one presented in ETF, others prefer the more sharp and insensitive Dib from the series; one way or another is fine, they often follow the same base/characteristics that the character holds in the main premise (an interest for the paranormal, a social outcast, a kid that wants to be recognized, someone that rejects to change to what others perceive as "normal"; specially at the eyes of his father) while giving him their own flavor, and so on with the rest of the characters.
When I really got into the idea of Perfect Nothing and the want to share it with everyone, I decided to start posting with the main premise in a small summary like it's the description of a book so people can give it a peek and know what is it about, and figure the rest of the story as I continue posting/drawing every idea that comes to me about it, because otherwise I would have stayed locked with my perfectionism that refuses to post because "it's not good enough to share yet." The thing that I needed the most was to yap about it and share it with someone, and as time goes on, you'll start finding your way into giving the story a shape!
As of right now, I have just been posting concepts of the AU through sketches, talk about them in long posts, and so on, being things that could still change. If I ever reach a point where I want to showcase my AU in a more tidy and clean form, with finished art and more thoughtful writings worthy of a novel, I can always make a blog dedicated to the AU or make a tag where the finished version of the AU can be seen. For now I'm just having fun talking out my ideas and concepts, engaging with those who ask about them, and u can do the same! Just share what is in your mind, let people see it, you can start with sharing the main premise like it's the summary of a book, let people see what ur AU is about and be intrigued by it, show concept art, character interactions, how they look, how they behave, etc! You can go through the details later, indulge in showing the surface of the story as you go down to its core.
Sharing the creative process of the AU is as interesting as the AU itself, letting all of yours ideas out through writing, drawing (or any of ur creative preference) is very good for us artists: first make it exist, we can make it better later! You don't have to post it all of it of course, but point is: let it out! It's part of the creative process is to let out all of our ideas, take the ones that work, change others, until we reach a point that is satisfying for us.
What has been so magical about posting my AU it has been seeing others express their own takes of what I'm showing; they express ideas, possibilities, fascination and curiosity with the concept, and engaging with them has been so fun and helpful too.
If u want tips for story building, I often follow the ones that I learned in my screenwriting and writing class, the main ones being:
Write character sheets: those help you to have a reference to come back to when you find yourself in a situation where you forget/don't know how a character would act
Define the main theme of the story: for example, Perfect Nothing's main theme revolves around the change in favor of pleasing those around you (based in my personal experience as a people pleaser and the fear of being alone). Secondary themes include psychological/medical horror, romance, drama, violence, social status, etc. Keep it limited, so you don't go off track of the main theme.
The smaller the environment the story revolves in, the better: If you create a very complex and big environment for the story, you will start stressing out about the details and keeping consistensy. The more limited it is, the better. Example: Perfect Nothing's environment is limited to earth, specifically in the country of the United States, so the main scenario is the city.
If you want to know more in a more technical level, I REALLY recommend reading STORY: Substance, Structure, Style and the Principles of Screenwriting, since it explains really well the ways a story works and how to write our own. Take it easy tho!!
If u get to post your AU I would love to take a look at it, I'll like to reblog it so I can help people discover it<3 have fun!! I hope my experience helped u (´∩。• ᵕ •。∩`)
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Thinking about how Zim canonically has a nurturing side and a desire pour love into other things besides himself, like a tiny robot moose or vaguely smeet-shaped wad of meat.
So imagine he decides he loves Dib and wants to dote on him and how strange that would feel to someone who’s been severely neglected at best and actively reviled at worst. Like it’s shocking that Zim is even capable of tenderness and affection, but the fact that he wants to do it to him of all people is practically inconceivable. Especially for Perfect Nothing Dib. Like, what do you mean Zim wants to cuddle and kiss him and run his fingers through his hair and make everyone who ever hurt him rue the day they lay their filthy hands on the lover of Zim?