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my very large merch collection of sam ray's various projects (2016-2026): - three love songs (vinyl/signed) - i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside of my body (vinyl/cd/tape/signed) - a whole fucking lifetime of this (vinyl) - it's the big joyous celebration, let's stir the honeypot (vinyl) - dc snuff film / waste yrself (vinyl/cd/tape/signed) - nude descending staircase, headless (vinyl/signed) - an abundance of strawberries (vinyl) ⤵ - an abundance of strawberries (handmade cassette/signed/3 copies ever made) - honeybee table at the butterfly feast (vinyl) - fucking bliss (vinyl) - sonic youth (7" vinyl) - couch king session (cassette/signed) - 2022 tour shirt - american pleasure club shirt - dc snuff film / waste yrself shirt (2017 print) conclusion: i enjoy his music a lot.

right outside of my window -> when i've lost all motivation or drive to continue on with my day -> i watch the leaves flutter -> as the time flies, so do i (i am free!)

when i'm really depressed i play fable tlc for hours on end, this game is so beautiful visually and musically. i highly recommend playing it if you love little adventure games with a good story.

valentine's day 2026

black clouds pass through me.

spirit on the back of my neck where have you been? looking in the mirror i can't see you i know that you're there my neck aches everyday spirit you make it true find another way to become blind whisper to my thoughts i've lost the will again to make all things new crawl back to the cross sarah to be holy like you doctor there's no need to check my heart tell me what i already know a plague of sin has devoured it and that's all i see find another way to become blind whisper to my thoughts i've lost the will again to make all things new crawl back to the cross sarah to be holy like you i've lost the will again to make all things new crawl back to the cross sarah to be holy like you