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I have massive Ivantill/Tillivan brainrot since… the release of Black Sorrow…. Lol…….. anyway here’s some doodles!

Thinking about how angels only take a humanoid form to seem harmless and familiar to humans made me think that it’d be cool if Ivan actually had a “true form” where he’s akin to an eldritch creature (inspired by ‘Paratise’ cover and the theme of- well- parasites). It’d be quite ironic to think of Ivan, a literal angel, seeing his paradise only in Till, a demon.

Also not much development on Till, because I believe that demons are closest to humans for all sorts of reason and well I don’t necessarily want to give him a true form but it could be interesting to think of one, as demons are usually seen a as terrifying creatures that shapeshift to deceive.

These are just sketches but I might work on a more concrete “true form” for Ivan.

Local lesbian disaster Osana Najimi has so much potential… she’s be so funny and equally oblivious and very much self aware (albeit in denial)

Flirty, teasing Ayano would be so funny cuz like you’d be walking in the hallways crossing paths with the vice president of your class, always pleasant but very much distant and sometimes aloof, but- for some reason? she’s??? she’s giggly and blushing and it would almost look like she’s she’s bullying her classmate but the vibe is just weird and your world just tilted on your axis because wdym pragmatic Ayano can have such warm expressions and passionate fire in her eyes ???

i was trying to use a more saturated palette than i would usually do, kinda like the art of Till on Vida Loca (alnstg rahhhh)

I made a lil comic hihi i love them so much my pookiesssss

Amazing artist on twt (@/yuridoctrine69) got me back into yan sim and fed my starving soul with one of my very first yuri ships …

except there’s a lot i don’t like…such as the uniforms and i basically just invented a whole ass plot with new relationships amongst the yansim cast… one day maybe i’ll expand on it…

basically the outline is that… if ayano is so competent that she can manipulate, gaslight and kill to attain her goals there’s no way she can be just a nobody that’s just kinda creepy. It’d make more sense to me that, although she keeps everyone at arms lengths, she’s polite and quite charismatic, which is why she can manipulate people easily. Having her have responsibilities and a social circle adds to her credibility as well. Also her being closest with Info-chan would explain why the latter would provide anything to her.

Also screw the Aishi family curse, it’s stupid. A take that can make sense for her obsessive love could be explained by a difficulty to feel emotions or feelings to their full extent because she’s always repressed them, a response to emotional negligence throughout her childhood, with a mother that was way more focused on her father. She’d develop traits such as independence, tenacity and ambition as a result, wanting to build a life where she lacks nothing so she never depends on one person to fill her and give her life purpose because that’s just depressing. Later on, this creates a lot of conflict within her and worsens her obsession with the object of her affection…

As for Osana, my pookie! She has anger issues and is very easily embarrassed, following certain tsundere traits… She’d be quite insecure and would be all over the place, thus explaining her pull towards Ayano once the two become close as the latter helps her balance out these negative traits. She’d also be aware of how her anger issues prevents her from having many friends as only a few can bear that attitude and she’d obviously try to work on that because I can’t stand the tsundere trope when the tsundere character doesn’t even try to work on their obvious issues… Her bestfriends would be Taro and Rinbaru as canon states.

I also believe in the yandere x tsundere dynamic symply because i feel like the yandere character wouldn’t have enough time to care about rivals as the tsundere characters are usually a lot of work and in fact are pretty easy to woo … so ye … they’d be cute … my pookies …

ermmm i might or might not have developed a passion for yandere centered visual novels… ehe 🤯