“maybe the universe didn’t want us together, but i sure as hell did”

Try to love yourself as much as you want someone else to.

“Maybe we will meet again when we are better for each other” No, that line is such fucking bullshit I loved you with every inch of my fucked up heart and you couldn’t love me back I was in recovery I still am and I will be for the rest of my life So please, if it is three years from now and you see me on the street Don’t come up to me in the hope that you could rekindle the fire you started in my bones You left me when I needed you When I was crying for you on the bathroom floor at 4am And no matter how much time passes You will never be enough for me You will never aid my recovery You will only hinder it And so I’m sorry sweetheart I have to let you go Please know this isn’t temporary This is real I gave you what I had left I know it wasn’t much But you spat it back at me anyway So please don’t have the audacity to think that time will erase that, we will never be enough for each other, we will never be better for each other you were a lesson, But I confused you for a soulmate.

COMPLIMENTS THAT AREN’T ABOUT PHYSICAL APPEARANCE 1) You’re empowering. 2) I like your voice. 3) You’re strong. 4) I think your ideas/beliefs matter. 5) I’m so happy you exist. 6) More people should be listening to what you have to say. 7) You’re a very warm hearted person. 8) It’s nice seeing such kindness. 9) You’re very down to earth. 10) You have a beautiful soul. 11) You inspire me to become a better person. 12) Our conversations bring me a lot of joy. 13) It’s good to see someone care so much. 14) You’re so understanding. 15) You matter a lot to me. 16) You’re important even if you don’t think so. 17) You’re intelligent. 18) Your passion is contagious. 19) Your confidence is refreshing. 20) You restore my faith in humanity. 21) You’re great at being creative. 22) You’re so talented at ____. 23) I don’t get tired of you the way I get tired of other people. 24) You have great taste in ___. 25) I’m happy I stayed alive long enough to meet you. 26) I wish more people were like you. 27) You’re so good at loving people.

The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolate. It is focused attention.

.الجيات أحسن من الرايحات What is coming is better than what is gone.

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Do I matter that little Because I matter to myself And I need you to see that I’m scared and running out of ideas. I can’t do this if you’re not going to help me. I’ve survived a lot and been knocked down And been hit over the head while being told to smile by some so close to me who used to bring protection on cold and stormy nights and by some I’ve laid my head on that I’ve Met along the way hoping to find peace. So I will continue to fight because I just don’t know what else to do but I’m slowly realizing that I may be the only one wanting to fight. And if so and if I matter this little in the eyes of others who should be there to help me, then don’t cast judgment when I give up and then they all look around and wonder where I went because I was gone long before you noticed I was missing.

Merry Christmas, my love. You truly are the greatest gift of them all.