Feel free to call me Cyd! I'm a writer and professional overthinker. I'm bi/aroace and genderfluid, so any pronouns work.
This blog is a place full of whimsical cringe and gay obsessions. Try not to get lost in the posts, it's hard to get back to reality once you've doom scrolled through hundreds of images and relatable text. Regardless, I hope you enjoy yourself!
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🧸My Fandoms🧸
Star Wars, Kengan Ashura, Hazbin Hotel, Backrooms, Hannibal, Call of Duty, Warhammer 40k, Dungeons & Dragons, Devilman, Dragon Age, Red Dead Redemption, The Amazing Digital Circus, Good Omens, Hellsing, Horror & Slashers, (the band) Ghost, Rammstein, Resident Evil, Sonic Universe, Slender Brothers, Shutline, Doctor Who, Dragon Age, Bloodymary ship, & DC Comics.
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I just wrote 8 pages when I haven't written in months and was beginning to think I'd never be able to again. Idk what it is, but I am sharing and manifesting this energy for every writer who sees this. May you write 8 quality pages effortlessly and find joy writing once more
shoutout to everyone in small fandoms who takes a character with one minute of screentime and decides to build an entire universe around them. to the oc creators, the rarepair shippers, the canon-divergence enthusiasts and the people who can’t stop asking “but what if?” and then proceed to spend 50k words answering their own question.
i genuinely think your joy is contagious. fandoms grow because people see someone having fun and think, “wait, i want to play too.” <3
He becomes a mountain range that has finally decided to be a valley. The 6'7" Fang will not let you move. You are a casualty to be triaged. He checks your pulse with two fingers against your carotid, checks your pupils, then wraps you in his arms and does not let go for a minimum of forty-five minutes (if it's night, he will sleep, however). He will not speak much, but he will hum a low, continuous note that vibrates through his chest and into your spine.
B – Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His: His thighs. Not for vanity, but for utility. He knows they can crush a skull or carry a wounded comrade for miles, and he likes when you acknowledge that dual purpose.
Yours: Your throat. Not to choke (though he has learned that protocol), but because when you speak to him while exhausted, he can feel the vibration in his own chest. He likes to place his hand there while you talk, feeling the words before they leave your mouth.
C – Cum (Anything to do with cum)
He treats it as a biohazard. He will not cum on you unless you explicitly request it (or in a scene with clear parameters). When he does, it’s usually internal (using a condom) or on your chest, and he immediately retrieves a warm towel and wipes you down with the efficiency of a corpsman. He has never once left you sticky. He considers it a failure of protocol.
D – Dirty Secret (A dirty secret of theirs)
He has a collection of your shirts. Not to wear, but to smell. He keeps them in a sealed bag in his locker at the gym and sniffs them before fights to ground himself. He has never told you because he’s afraid they’ll think it’s "creepy" rather than "romantic in a feral way."
E – Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
He was The Fang for years. He knows how to read bodies. He knows pressure points, leverage, and the exact angle to make a joint lock or a prostate sing. He is not "experienced" in the sense of many partners, but he is competent. He treats sex like a fight: study the opponent, respect the weight class, and finish with precision.
F – Favorite position (This goes without saying)
Standing, holding you against a wall. He is 6'7". He likes the eye-level contact, the way your legs wrap around his waist, the way he can use his thighs to pin you while his hands are free to hold your wrists or stroke your face. It is the only position where he feels he can protect you from gravity and pleasure simultaneously.
G – Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
He is a stoic. He will make you cum with a face like a judge delivering a life sentence. However, if you say something absurd mid-thrust ("Is this what you call a ground and pound?"), he will huff out a single, silent laugh through his nose, his shoulders shaking once, before resuming his serious, devastating pace.
H – Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
He is hairless by choice. He waxes. Everything. This extends to his pubic region; he considers body hair a liability for grip and hygiene, and his Fang uniform fits him better without fluff. His chest is smooth, his legs are smooth, and his groin is bare as a baby seal.
I – Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
He is a brick wall that has learned to be a blanket. He does not whisper sweet nothings; he whispers facts. "Your heart rate is high for me." "Your pupils are dilated." "You are safe." He will not look away from your face. He will hold your gaze with the intensity of a man staring down a barrel, and he will not blink until you do.
J – Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
He treats it like physical therapy. Scheduled, efficient, and with a specific goal (release of cortisol, maintenance of prostate health). He uses a fleshlight he bought online and keeps in a tactical pouch. He does not fantasize about strangers; he replays the memory of your voice saying "Good boy" the times you caught him doing something sweet or kinky. He cums quietly, cleans the toy, washes his hands, and goes back to whatever he was doing.
K – Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Impact play (receiving and giving). He likes the sound of flesh on flesh. He likes the way your handprint looks on his ass. He likes the way your pale skin blooms red under his palm. He also has a size kink that he will not admit to; he likes being the biggest thing in the room, and he likes when you acknowledge that you are smaller than him.
L – Location (Favorite places to do the do)
His private gym. Specifically, the matted area where he trains intensely. The smell of neoprene and sweat and the sound of the ventilation system hum. He likes the idea that he can fuck you where he spars and sweats, that the space is consecrated by violence and pleasure alike.
M – Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Competence. He is turned on by skill. If you have precision and passion, whatever you're doing, he will be hard before you finish the last step.
N – NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Public humiliation. He will not be embarrassed in front of strangers. He will not be made to look foolish. He will also not engage in anything that involves feces or urine. He is a fighter, not a fetishist for filth.
O – Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
He secretly loves receiving. He has a specific technique he enjoys the most: he likes you to use your hands on his balls while your mouth works the shaft, and he likes you to look up at him while you do it. He is less skilled at giving oral, but he is a fast learner. He treats it like a fight: study the opponent, find the weak points, apply pressure.
P – Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
He is a heavyweight. He is slow, deliberate, and devastating. He does not rush. He will fuck you at a pace that makes you feel like you are being dismantled piece by piece, and he will not speed up until you are begging.
Q – Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
He does not believe in them. He believes in proper sex. If he has ten minutes, he will spend nine of them on foreplay and one on the act itself. He considers quickies a waste of a perfectly good erection.
R – Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
He is conservative. He will try anything once, but he needs a briefing. He needs to know the risks, the safewords, the exit strategy. He is not spontaneous. He is a planner. If you want to try something new, you must submit a proposal in triplicate.
S – Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
Considering he's the Fang, and if you need him to.. He can go for hours. He has the cardiovascular endurance of a man who has run miles in full gear. He will not cum until you have cum at least twice. He considers it a matter of honor.
T – Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Besides the masturbator, he owns a single penetrable: a high-end prostate massager he bought after reading a medical journal on the benefits of prostate stimulation. He uses it on himself, alone, in the shower, with the efficiency of a man performing a necessary maintenance task. He will use it on you if you ask, but he will not initiate.
U – Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He is a finisher no matter the amount of time on foreplay beforehand. If he starts something, he will finish it. He will not edge you for fun. He will edge you because he is waiting for the perfect moment to strike, and that moment is when you are about to cum from the teasing itself.
V – Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
He is silent. He breathes through his nose. The only sound he makes is a low, guttural grunt when he cums, a sound like a heavy bag being dropped. He will not scream your name. He will not moan. He will simply look at you, with an intense expression louder than any scream.
W – Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
He has extremely sensitive ears, and are the quickest way to know if you got a reaction out of him. Like an animal but with less muscle to manipulate them, they will wiggle slightly if he heard a passing conversation he wants to hone in on. If he's embarrassed or angry, his ears are the first things to flush in color. If you lick them- it's devastating.
X – X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
He is eight inches, thick, and uncut. The head is dark and flushed under the foreskin, the shaft is strangely pale, smooth and heavy. He has a slight upward curve that makes him perfect for hitting the prostate or the cervix. He keeps his pubes shaved or waxed.
Y – Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
It is low. He is a fighter, not a lover. He has sex because he loves you, not because he needs it. He can go weeks without touching himself or you, and he will not complain. He is not asexual, but he is asocial. He prefers the company of his own thoughts to the company of others.
Z – ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He falls asleep immediately. He has trained his body to recover quickly. He will cum, clean up, roll over, and be asleep in ninety seconds. He will not talk if you are too exhausted. He will simply be gone. If you want him to stay awake, you must hold his hand and talk to him until he falls asleep.
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Write whatever you want. Write that incredibly niche thing that only two other people on earth will get. Write the super indulgent cliche thing that makes you kick your feet giddily. Write the angry rage story that whumps them all and makes people cry.
Whatever it is that YOU want to write. Write it. Because only YOU can.
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Most important writing advice of the day is to fuck around. Stop writing to appeal others. Stop thinking you know what other people like. The only thing you know is what you like so write that shit, brain-fried scene. The right people will like it and the others you're worrying about don't exist in the realm of your creation process.
Every blue moon, I will crave something sexual as an aroace person, but most of the time its kissing. Something rough where my senses are just overtaken my another mouth; something heated and sloppy.
It feels weird to want intimacy that isn't platonic, so most of the time I just ignore it.
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Fandoms have a serious problem with how creators are being treated these days.
Fandom creators spend hours of their free time to create something to make fandom thrive...for free and for the love of the game.
And what do they get? A wholeass heap of fuck all. No reblogs, no comments, no nothing. And people are surprised that creators are dropping out left, right, and centre??
"Why is there no long fic anymore?" "Why did my favourite writer stop?" "Why is my favourite artist not posting anymore?"
I implore you to ask yourself: "What's the last thing I did to support my fandom? Does my favourite creator know they are my favourite? When was the last time I left a comment under something?"