lavender haze

hi friends

as with every incredibly exceptional situation in my life that's been connected to the traumatic events of my adolescence – so deeply etched into this website, i feel the need to bring up something important here, even though i haven't posted in a long time.

my chemical romance was the soundtrack to my crying, my saddest, red tainted episodes. when i believed nothing made sense, gerard sang to me i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone. so i kept walking, believing that had i to be here for a reason.

i think the purpose of staying alive was fulfilled this sunday.

seeing them live and singing those same songs at the top of my lungs was healing and cathartic.