Uriel122

I sometimes think about whether I've met other angelkin in person without realizing it. How many of them are aware that their angelkin? How many are keeping it a secret from everyone in their lives? Would I recognize them? Would they recognize me?.

A competitive reality TV show with lots of really dramatic people, but a therapist somehow gets thrown into the mix, he tries resolving a few interpersonal conflicts and then halfway through the season everyone is basically going through group therapy, and the therapist is really stressed out, because he went there to take a break, and now he has twice the workload and only a chance at getting paid like 1000 dollars as the final prize.

A music app that designs AI remakes of a song you put in, but it gets increasingly strange and warped the more you play the same song, until it becomes the song Creep, and they all always end up as Creep.

My God's reality was such a mess, that I got sent to this one as therapy, and this one is also kind of a mess. But at least there are squares of light that do cool stuff in this one.

Oh, to fly again, to awe people with a visage of holiness, for someone to hold my halo in a moment of intimacy.

Whenever I feel my phantom wings, I imagine flying. How the air would feel under my wings as I made my initial jump. The air through my feathers as I glided past trees. The feel of humidity in my lungs as I disappeared into the clouds.

During my psychosis. I once had an experience where I saw all holy things, at least to the degree that my human mind could comprehend it. I've been on antipsychotics since then. But there are still occasions where I'll get some of that feeling looking at mundane objects. The steam off of a cup of coffee, or a streetlight that shines through a leafy tree that I can see through my window at night.

Be it the classic tale of Pinocchio, Tyrael from Diablo 3, or Barbie from the Barbie movie, non-human characters in fiction choosing to become human have always and will always resonate with me. Because in my experience as an angelkin, I feel like I chose to become human. To experience all the things associated with being human, living, loving, crying, and dying. And I want to appreciate every moment I have here as a human.

When I first joined the angelkin community after accepting that I was angelkin, I would hear about people talking about feeling their wings, and I'd think like, why would you do that? I don't do that? And now I do it all the time, and it helps me when I'm feeling overwhelmed or scared.