all my best ideas are Yours

yes i am smart. yes i am stupid. it’s called being flexible.

i know im not the only one that’s been inpulsively buying stuff during these trying times what have y’all bought

Is anyone else ever genuinely shocked when you find out you have an impact on someone’s life? A coworker can be like “I’ve missed seeing you” and I’m just like “???? you?? missed me????? My presence has an effect on your daily experience???? I affect things??? W h a t ? ? ?”

See how fast this year passed? You better stop playing with your life.

oh i am absolutely an idiot but i do have my moments

It’s so healing to wake up in a silent house and silently make your own coffee or tea and enjoy the beautifully intricate fullness of the morning silence while remaining calm and collected and unbothered by all outer and inner noise and it’s so low-key elevating and pacifying to rejoice in the silent atmosphere of your own house and just silently block the rest of the world…it’s a slice of heaven

I’m not telling you it is going to be easy, i’m telling you it’s going to be worth it.

Sometimes reminiscing about pre-quarantine I feel like minor Russian royalty reminiscing about pre-communist revolution times. I’m like...ah yes I used to wear different beautiful outfits to work every day and shake the hands of many people without fear. I would simply leave my house and stroll into a bar for a last-minute cocktail with a friend. I would knock back oysters, sitting elbow-to-elbow with others at the counter. there were plays and concerts I never went to. The tzar invited us over often and had a GIANT chandelier

adulthood is just telling yourself “and after i’ve done THAT i can finally relax” with increasing desperation