welcome to the ccu.

‘ yeah but we’d never tell anyone that. so it just looks like i’m a gold digging harlot. ’ neither of you ever touch topic on your origin story because to anything with a brain or conscience, it was objectively bad. you just wish you didn’t look like a villain. ‘ I know that. but I’m good with everything I have right now. aren’t you? ’

Originally posted by dreamlonelywolf

“ you’re really fixated on that, huh ? “   you aren’t being sarcastic either. it’s something she brings up often. sometimes jokingly and other times genuinely. you’ve said it once and you’ll say it again,   “ well, “   you shrug,   “ if you’re a gold digger i’m a creep. “   she’s already lectured you on how women are critiqued more harshly in every aspect. therefore, you are in no place to argue you are the one in the wrong, because people will always see it as her knowing better and getting with you anyway. you nod,   “ always. i love you more than anything in this world, v. but i don’t want that to influence your every decision, either. “

‘   and how’s it fared out for you?   ’   because from a logical standpoint, the stars and the cosmos shouldn’t be able to predict the future or determine your personality due to the nature verses nurture debate but you’re very open minded when it comes to these things despite being a devotee to science. you take a moment to think, tapping ring on your glass.   ‘   same as me, I believe. libra. what does that say? ’

“ it’s very hit or miss. there were times where i i considered abandoning it all together but apparently, “   eyes roll,   “ people need something to believe in order to not fall into existential dread and despair. “   you hum, face contorting in thought,   “ well, on one hand you two would allegedly have an easy understanding and bond BUT on the other hand, that could leave leeway for headbutting or overstimulation. “   resting chin on hand, you smile,   “ correct or incorrect ? “

you sigh, looking up at the ceiling and taking a moment to think. he’s pretty naive for an older man sometimes.   ‘   just a little worried they’ll get the wrong impression of me.   ’   you’re his former student with no specifics for all they know you’re a bbl gold digger. you frown at his question, submerging underwater for as long as you can. you’re the happiest you’ve ever been in this relationship, the novelty of your affairs have shed a whole new light on your love for gregg. when you rise you wipe your eyes with the back of your hands, chest rising and falling.   ‘   why would you ask me that? I don’t see myself spending forever with anyone that isn’t you, gregg.   ’

Originally posted by ozgesyagiz

you snort,   “ wrong impression of me, actually. you were … young when we met and young when we got together. they’re more likely to think i’m … you know. “   a disgusting predator. iykyk. you’re lucky your fanbase hasn’t found out about it. there was a lengthy twitter thread about your relationship that was supported by students of yours and students in her grade but your PR team was quick to have the accounts banned. eyes soften as you stand,   “ i know. i just don’t want to keep you from exploring yourself. you’re young and the world is your oyster. i only want you to do what makes you happiest. “

‘   is there any merit to that? astrology i mean.   ’   despite her guess, which could’ve been luck on her part. you’ve never gave it much thought. you slide a 50 on the counter and take another glass of dark liquor on the rocks for yourself and whatever of her choosing for her. you take a leisurely sip,   ‘   i’ve noticed all the prettiest girls enjoy it. mind sharing why that is?   ’

“ depends on who you ask. it’s a pseudoscience BUT if you’re someone who believes in spirituality, then astrology is everything. people use it tell the future, determine the longevity of relationships, the chances of pregnancy. for me, personally, i like to see it as a basis or hint for who a person is and how they can be. sort of like a cheat sheet. does that make sense ? “   downing your drink as bartender approaches with new ones for the both of you, you hold the fresh cup in your hands,   “ what sign is your ex ? i wanna see if your signs make sense according to the basic outline. “

you crinkle your nose,   ‘   cali is so low vibrational though.   ’   new york isn’t too far behind but it’s different. you’re attached to this dirty ass city and despite all the homeless people clapping shit onto other people’s faces, the improv stabbings and theft at every nook and cranny, you’ve had some of your most pleasant moments and fond memories here.   ‘   we should plan a trip later down the road. you, me, sun, beach, raw sex, fun music and amazing food. you know, as a treat for how hard we’ve been working!   ’   you set your phone aside, anthony can wait. his girlfriend cut your time with him short so he’s still on time out.   ‘   what time’s your flight?   ’

“ not always ! you have to sorta wear blinders while you’re there but it’s still a great place ! “   you have a soft spot for the sunshine state. you went to college and had your big break there before making the permanent move to new york to pursue a relationship with her. you’re happy you did, but while you wish she liked it there enough to take frequent trips over, you also don’t have it in you to take her away from the life she loves here. smile is bright and eyes twinkles,   “ how about autumn ? it’s not too hot or too chilly. you could meet my parents, too. “   you look at apple watch,   “ 8pm. “

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