Villian or victim why can't i be neither or b o t h ?

Hello everyone! Would you look at that, a new post!–the first in a million, gazillion years! I know this post may come across as a surprise for some people since this blog has been well over inactive for forever, and ever and god knows how long. I’m here to sort of offer not only an explanation but an apology, as well as a little bit on what i plan on doing with this blog finally now that i found a moment to truly, fully hop on it for once again! If i’m honest, this blog as well as the past others hold a lot of amazing, good memories for me with a lot of amazing, awesome people who have made my time and experience with the RPC on here incredible! But this blog and the past others also hold a lot of bittersweet, bad memories for me that i’ve thought i’ve came to grown over– and i have– but it’s made it incredibly hard over time to hop online here, let alone to keep a blog going and to k e e p  g o i n g in general. I had a lot of issues in the RPC from the past that have constantly bothered me and influenced my experience on here also, and it has put my down constantly not only as a writer but as a person in real life. I have met some nasty, nasty people who were not only rude and awful to me but were downright mean to my Ocs [Lola, John and Clyde] and my own characters.   To the point it hurt me, very very badly and made a permanent effect on me that’s bothered me lots throughout the years. As many of you know and will remember from my past blogs, i’ve tried and tried to remake and tried to jump back into it because writing and Rping meant so much to me, my Ocs meant so much to me but it was truly hard and i never fully got back into it, nor the swing of things because I was always afraid of those who had been rude to me in the past,even if I had blocked them or erased them from my life, unable to contact me etc. It was just an overall awful experience, and something I was unable to ever forget. [call me paranoid and sensitive much aaaah!!] I haven’t been able to ever come back to this blog really, because I always thought back to everything in the past and everything that bothered me, and still bothers me a little to this day. I haven’t stopped writing however, and i had moved on to a different blog and had started it completely from scratch, mainly to write with some friends of mine and that’s sort of where I’ve been ever since.   For the past year or so I’ve been focusing a lot on myself, and I’ve been writing alot more than I ever have it feels like, so in a way it felt like it was time..for me to come back and say goodbye in a way to this blog. I’m a little bit back to being the person I used to and I’ve been getting back into the RPC again slowly, and cautiously and I’ve now grown to a group of friends and people who love my writing and my ideas—, my Ocs, and who got my back if anything ever comes back again to ruin things for me for no reason, like crummy people. I have a lot of memories with this blog like I said, but I’ve moved on from it all and I’m really happy with my current blog and where I’m at. For the sake of it remaining that way, I’m not entirely going to post my new username nor link it down below b u t I’m going to leave my DMs and inbox open for the time being, and I’m allowing anyone who wishes to still follow me and write with me in the mere future, and overall wants to see what i’m up to still to come pop in my pms or message me, so I can go ahead and add you myself! I also write and have Discord now also, so feel free to ask me for that as well! There’s some people on here and some amazing writers I don’t want to lose contact with :,^)) and some of you who have been nothing but sweet and have been there for me for god knows how long, so please please ask so I can add you; I will be messaging a few of you myself also! Thank you to everyone on here who has overall been so sweet to me and has given me nothing but love to my writing skills, and my Ocs! I want to thank @askarnieandbuddy / @coffeetoxication also for being an absolute sweetheart and sort of the backbone in my Rping the past few years, they’re an amazing writer/rper and one of the best peeps i’ve met, and they gave me nothing but support each time I came back from my hiatuses! For now I’m going to leave this blog up, but I plan on deactivating it in the next few month or so after I get in contact with everyone I want from this blog, and such! Once again, thank you to everyone who was nothing but sweet to me on this blog :)).

Joy Episalla, TV series, 2005-present

You heard the tape. That’s why we’re here.

I love the idea of a thread being like a book. It can be as short or as long as you want. Don’t be afraid to talk with your roleplay partner about the life span of your thread. They don’t have to be indefinite. They can have an ending and then you can start a new one.