"Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could." 

Two organs uncontrollably racing

Muscles stiffens

Controlling the made up reality

Numbs for awhile

Forgetting everything

All the time its unconscious

Yet the body doesn't forget

It knows it happens

And it'll be happening again

It became automatic

Involuntary

Muscle stiffens

Two organs uncontrollably racing

In discord