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you’re sweet. thank you, i hope you guys enjoy them all. i’m working very hard. i originally had more planned but i took a break so i’m unsure if i’ll be able to get them all done in time. hopefully yes, at least, the most important ones. i’m excited to see what kind of stuff everyone else will put out, it’ll be great.

thank you :)! all credit to my discord though haha, i had a very awful face claim for him originally.

you understand him so well sweetheart. speaking of, i finished my 1st draft for chp 4, 2 more drafts and we’ll be done.

tape 5 is coming out during gross hollanov week…

calenture

KILL brutally = ich ilya

i am very very well and very very very very locked in

people indeed like to whack for the sake of whacking, lol. i’m staying off twitter because i don’t want said whackings to discourage me in anyway. i understand that this is a loud minority that are very detached from my reader base, and haven’t engaged in my work in any meaningful way, but getting these asks are very grounding. as well as all the dear people that have sent me messages, thank you all so much, and you still are thank you! i will not be able to get back to you on twitter (funny, i have not recieved many direct message requests insulting me or telling me to harm myself hmmmm only public appeals that don’t tag me directly interesting, lol), but just know i appreciate the sentiment.

thank you sweetheart. half the fun is the analysis in the end, and i’m glad that you guys enjoy engaging with me.

haha i cannot say anything about their personal takes but this is very sweet of you to say :). i’d hope so.

you are all so, so sweet, thank you :) <3 hope everybody is doing well.

catching me at a good time in dms, but i will say i’m not too sure right now is the best time for that loll, i’m already quite a private person, and i know a lot of people are looking for. gotchu moment and i have no interest in my personal conversations being posted without context.

i appreciate you, and i agree with a lot of the sentiment, but i see how people’s sensitivity change drastically depending on personal experience. i feel like a lot of my readers haven’t been put into either of the positions shane/ilya are in in my fics, and thus it’s much easier to consume. i understand that, and i understand this is triggering and difficult. i can also understand the reactions.

i would be, completely. the situations are not ethically different to me at all, especially because the purpose behind me writing the fic doesn’t changed, as i have explained before. the fic would be a lot less interesting to me because i just like ilya and shane more as characters. but i have no problem with translating the fic (which i haven’t even started working on, haha, i think it’s quite funny that a concept which hasn’t even reached paper yet is having people so up in arms) into something that would fit for svetlana and ilya whilst still depicting the issues i’d want to portray.

thank you :).