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I kinda already know what we need to do in a sense. But again just need the guidance on how to do it.

🤞🏾that we get some type of solution to this issue. As said before. I’m willing to work on it. Counseling is my last result. Otherwise Idk what else to do.

&& it’s not like we haven’t had these conversations before or never discussed our problems. But we will talk about them and never find a solution or something to help solve our problems. Seems like we are both repeating what we say to each other and all honesty I think it’s going in one ear and out the other for us both.

I have so much to say. It’s not that I can’t say it to him face to face. But I personally feel we need a third person to help guide the conversation and so that we both don’t get side track on the issue/situation. And knowing myself, I get side track sometimes and forget what im going to say.

Soooo my fiancé and I have our first session this Thursday and I’m super nervous and it’s not even Thursday yet. Not sure how this will go but I’m willing to work on it.

Need some food ASAP!!! Watching how to make certain dishes making me hungry AF.

If you want to learn how to become patient in life. Go to the DMV. They’ll have you waiting forever🙄😩. Mane I’ve been waiting for about 3hrs now and had to call to reschedule an appointment that was for today.

Hate being an adult.... sometimes lol

FUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK😫

Lost love 💕

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Still unsure and just need guidance. So I’m calling today to set up a session on the couples therapy and see where it goes and see what’s up. Like I said I want us to work and I want my family. I love him. I love our family.

Just lately I haven’t been feeling like he’s into me anymore. When we hang out or chilling it’s cool. We have talks and deep conversations and be connecting on a mental level but just not a intimate level. Again the spark of romance is not there. 

Ik for a fact I’m willing but he just seem so nonchalant about it that he doesn’t seem like he’s interested. And last thing i hate to do is force him or anyone to do anything with me or for me. I’ll put the idea out there and/or my option and leave it up for you to do what it is you feel best.

I want to make us work but I find myself still in the same position with him. I don’t see us rising or moving up in our relationship. I suggested couples counseling before we get married. He didn’t seem too sure of doing it. I felt like he’s agreeing because he knows it’s something I want to do. Than again I could be overthinking again but I’m not sure. 

In the beginning I was all for getting married and waiting for the ring. That now I have it ion even want it anymore. And some of you are probably wondering well why not just leave. But this the thing... we have kids(1girl 1boy). Perfect Ik😊. Trust I’m very blessed to have. They make me happy and keep me going.