Hello welcome to my blog! My name is Rose and I write from time to time whenever given enough motivation. I am currently part of a very extensive program that takes up the majority of my time however I always try to be active and answer dms and requests!
Who do I write for?
Currently I write for Logan Howlett, Bucky Barnes, Brian Moser, and Clark Kent. But I am always trying to improve my writing so the characters that I write for will keep expanding!
Constructive criticism is always welcome but if you have nothing nice to say then please kindly go read something else.
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Will likes you sleeping in his clothes — this way, he feels like you have an added layer of protection even when his body isn’t wrapped around yours. He likes you bathing in his heat, his scent, the softness his clothes have that he can’t always give you from his heart or his mouth. With you in his clothes, he’s doused you in himself; he can stand behind you as the shower heats up, slip his shirt off over your head, and have your shoulder smell just like him even though he hadn’t touched you all night.
He can round to the front of your body, sink to his knees and pull down his boxers from your hips until they pool at your ankles and brush against his knees that are stationed in worship there. He can lick at you hungrily, eyes skirted by his sleep-mussed bangs, as his tongue parts your folds and his lips seal around your clit and suck hungrily, with need, and he can allow himself to drunkenly stare up at his salvation. Like if he doesn’t have a strong drink of you this morning then he’ll die by noon or, worse, his mind will fall into a torturous crevice where his pure empathy will weep as the shadowed monsters bring a smile to his face. The heady scent of you can fill his head like a drug, warm and fleshy and sweet, but he’s there, too. Sweat, musk, come, all unmistakably male, all unmistakably him. The storm in his bedsheets that’s followed him since he became a man finally isn’t alone. He can grip the backs of your thighs to make sure you don’t squirm away as he takes your cunt for a ride on his tongue.
He gives you the pairs of boxers that are tattered; he has to save the intact ones for work. Shot elastic in the waistband and fraying hems to blown out crotches and asses — What can he say? Bending over and squatting down a million times at work to look under cars, to clear fences and fallen trees with his muscular ass was bound to wear the fabric thin. You don’t mind, they’re the softest and the most comfortable to sleep in, anyway; the ones that have shared the most life with him.
In the mornings, Will will stare at the curve of your ass through the tear as you sleep on your stomach and he’ll squeeze along the length of his cock that woke up hard. He’ll force down a groan when he sits up, seeing the hair peppering your mound and where your skin transitions to something softer, more vulnerable. Raw slick against plush velvet. Where the threads that once held him together have found a new purpose.
He’ll roll you over by your hips, onto your back. He’ll lean over you, kissing you just enough to wake you up. His hands will be busy fighting with his own pajama pants, tearing them down and kicking them away to the edge of the bed, before he’ll descend down your body.
He’ll splay his hands on your inner thighs and spread you open, your wet already glistening for him — as it always is. He’ll angle his mouth just right and drip his spit onto your pussy, watching it run down through your folds. He’ll eat your cunt, his chin will roll through your cheeks in time with his tongue along your entrance and rub your tender skin raw with his stubble. As you seep into his mouth, your heart hammering harder against your lungs with each second closer to your climax, you’ll finally break when you hear his grateful moans, feel them vibrate against your opening — and when you arch your back and tug on his hair to keep him there, right there, you’ll tumble straight into another orgasm at the sight of Will humping the mattress.
He’ll get up on his knees, bunch his boxers in his hands, pull them taut at your hips and use them as handles to spear your pussy over and over onto his cock. He’ll be quick to get rough, always is because it just feels so fucking good to be with you. He wrestles with enough tumultuous emotions; he feels safe giving into this one, knows that he’ll only get closer to himself the deeper into your maze he goes. He'll rake in breaths that scrape against his voice box, that make his chest tremble as sweat bleeds through his shirt and outlines the quivering muscles beneath.
He’ll roll his head back, eyes fluttering closed before he lolls forward and his hair, fringed with sweat, falls into his eyes. His gaze will be tired, half asleep and the other half drunk on pleasure, but it’ll find yours with a near glower. It’ll make you feel like you shouldn’t be whimpering, like he’ll punish you for it, but you can’t keep quiet even if you wanted to. Will pulls the most ragged, desperate sounds from you, things you’ve never heard out of your mouth before and that sound foreign to your own ears. It’s raw, sounds that should only come out when you’re on the brink of your life fighting pain — but Will is searing; your sounds are beyond fire, only smoke left in thin whistles, but he blows them away with one quick breath. Snuffed.
His hips will not have let up since he sheathed himself inside, pounding away at your plushness and making your cunt clench around him — you're so close. One of his hands will come to paw at your breast, splay across the soft mound before dragging his fingers inward. His shorn nails will prick at your hard nipple, make you gasp, and he’ll adapt; he’ll curl three of his fingers into his palm, holding the pert bud between his thumb and the second knuckle of his forefinger, and pluck at you until you sing for him.
When you come, he’ll pin your neck to the bed with his hand wrapped around your throat. He won’t squeeze but rather hold you still; he’s not going to let you get away from this, even with your screaming and the pained, pinched look to your sweaty brow and your thighs that can’t make up their mind on how to get him away; do you clam up, or do you kick him away? Either way, he’ll just push his cock deeper inside. You invite him both ways, either squeezing him close or opening yourself up more for him. It feels like one of those wooden snake toys you had when you were a kid; your spine will arch off the bed then the pleasure will trill down your vertebrae like dominoes. It’ll snap into place at your neck, glittering behind your eyes, and your abdomen will convulse with the aftershocks.
His climax will follow not long after. He’ll pull out, your cunt will emit a wet sound of loss. He won’t have to tug on his cock, it’ll suffer phantom jerks and spurt with come all on its own. It’ll drip onto the boxers he’s laid claim to you, darkening the blue plaid in spots at the waistband. The rest will spill across your belly, dancing with your erratic breaths as you chase to catch it.
Will will let go of you, reluctantly, to bend down and lick his spend up. He’ll gather one pool of his cum, his tongue brushing through those invisible hairs that cover your body like he’s parting reeds to a warm lake that he’s about to take a naked lap in under the summer sun, both blistering heat and sobering sunshine. You’ll pet through his hair as he swallows the first taste of himself down, his ragged breath telling you how much he likes it.
He’ll gather more and crawl back up to you. He’ll kiss you first, closed lips in a tender press to yours. You’ll part for him to share, with your tongue resting gently against the curve of your bottom lip. He’ll stamp the tip of his tongue to yours and the salty, musky taste of him will flood your senses. He’ll give a gentle flick of his tongue, spreading his seed along your palette. It’ll be sticky and messy, strings of his come and both your saliva will be suspended in a web, connecting you deeper than when he was inside you. He’ll seal his lips around your tongue, stealing his taste back, before he’ll give his best effort of reaching the back of your throat. He’ll shove his tongue in your mouth, plunging you in ecstasy all over again and chasing the mixture of your tastes up until its final moments before you swallow it down, nestling it for safe keeping in your stomach.
If they ever split you apart, like the victims in Will’s pictures, you want them to find a part of him everywhere inside you. His come in your stomach, bruises from where the tip of his cock got too greedy in its kisses against your cervix, memories of him etched in the grooves of your brain. Would he like to finger your brain, could only he feel the memories he implanted there?
You’ll wrap your arms around his neck and he’ll take you with him, sitting in his lap. You could never give him enough kisses, there’s not enough breath you could take in to sustain you for as long as you want to keep your lips on his.
He’ll knock his forehead against yours, nuzzling there while he looks into your eyes. The sunshine will glitter in gentle rainbows through the curtains, through the raindrops left on the windows from the storm last night, across his face. His blue eyes will look like the surface of water on a bright summer day, like the lake he wanted to dive in to you.
He’ll be called away too soon. His phone vibrating on the nightstand and receiver crackling to life on his uniform, it’ll all be over too soon.
It’s hard not to think of the people, the beings in person suits, that he comes across every day and not fear them as obstacles to the little sanctuary you’ve found in each other. But you’ve learned a long time ago to stop worrying about building walls that are susceptible to being climbed by those clever enough. It’s easier to anticipate what your enemies want when they’re knocking at your front door after you’ve let them sit at your dinner table.
You and Will have been through enough, and you two are enough just the way you are.
Hello!!! I love love love all ur Logan fics!! So I was wondering if maybe u could write abt him proposing to reader, kinda low key and slighty awkward but sweet yk :D
anyways thanks for sharing your writing it’s really nice! <3
Thank you so much you're too kind!!! Sorry I took so long with this request I have been so busy lately... Anyways here's Logan x Oblivious! Reader cuz she my hg.
The truth is you would be so blindly unaware of it since day 1.
Logan had been planning it for weeks. Maybe longer. Not that he would ever admit it out loud. But there were signs everywhere around the house. A book about flowers left open on the table. A crumpled pamphlet from a jewelry store tucked between some papers. A suspicious little velvet box hidden in the back of his drawer.
He took you out to get your nails done one afternoon, sitting awkwardly in one of those tiny salon chairs uncomfortably while you picked a color. When you hovered over something dark, he casually leaned over your shoulder.
“White,” he muttered.
You glanced over your shoulder. “You care about nail polish now?”
He shrugged, pretending to examine something on the wall. “Just sayin’.”
You chose white, but you never saw the way his shoulders relaxed a little when you did.
A few days later he suggested a drive. "Nothing fancy" He told you, "Just a reason to get out of the house." You didn’t think twice about it when he steered the truck farther away from the city, deeper into the quiet places where the air smelled like pine and the roads curved through hills.
Eventually he stopped at a secluded spot overlooking a lake. The water was calm, reflecting the late afternoon sky like glass. It was like he was in his own world. In a place that was calm, beautiful, and of course the only thing that would make things perfect--You.
You stepped out of the truck and stretched your arms above your head.
“Logan,” you said, looking around in awe. “This place is beautiful.”
He just grunted, leaning against the door like it wasn’t the first time he’d driven out there alone just to make sure it was perfect.
You wandered toward the edge of the overlook, completely absorbed in the scenery, the wind tugging gently at your hair.
Behind you, Logan reached into his pocket.
He had planned this moment about ten different ways in his head. What he might say. How he might say it. None of it seemed right now that you were actually here.
You turned around to see him reach into his jacket pocket.
When he pulled out the velvet box, your brain stopped working entirely.
You blinked.
“…What’s that?”
Logan stared at you like he had just discovered a brand new level of patience he didn’t know he possessed.
“Seriously?”
“I’m just asking—”
He opened the box.
Inside sat a simple silver ring.
Your mouth slowly fell open.
“Oh.”
Logan rubbed the back of his neck, tension easing just a little.
“Told you white looked good on you,” he muttered.
You stared at him. “You… you planned this?”
He gave a small shrug. “Tried to.”
Your eyes flicked between him and the ring.
“So… this means…?”
For a second he didn’t speak.
Then he looked at you properly, eyes softening just a little.
“Do you want to marry me?” he asked, voice rough but steady.
The words hung quietly between you.
Your heart gave a small, startled flip.
“You’re serious?”
Logan raised an eyebrow. “Wouldn’t be standin’ out here with a ring if I wasn’t.”
You glanced down at your white nails again, then back at him, realization slowly settling in.
“…That’s why you wanted white.”
He huffed quietly. “Thought it’d look better in pictures.”
That made you laugh, soft and a little breathless.
You stepped closer, reaching for his hand.
“Well,” you said gently, glancing once more at the ring before meeting his eyes, “good thing I listened to you then.”
With the new year approaching I thought it might be nice to ask some of my favourite writers a fun question...
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Recently I started writing a new fic related to 1940s!Bucky x Spy!Reader, however I probably won't be publishing any chapters until late January due to me travelling a whole bunch during that time. So a goal is to definitely finish that fic early next year.
One of my main goals that I have been thinking about for a while is to write as much as possible for the next two years. Starting next year I will be part of a really intensive academic program which needs a lot of commitment and attention, so I really don't want to lose my interest in writing from being emotionally drained in my studies. Honestly what keeps me motivated is the amount of support that I get on this platform and reblogs/comments and requests always make my day!
How about you? Any goals? I can't wait to read more of your writing! 🤍
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pairing: bucky barnes x reader
contains : fluff, angst, mature themes, mentions of war (ww2)
summary : heavily inspired by the podcast episode Dangerously Yours, Masquerade. Set during of World War 2, before winter soldier. Reader is a German Spy part of Hydra sent as a honey trap to retrieve information from Sergeant James Barnes about Allied movements. The closer she gets, the harder it becomes to choose between the orders that shaped her and the man who might save her from them.
Eye contact is a personal thing. It is infact windows to the soul. Everything you need to know about a person at first glance is at their eyes. It speaks a lot about a person and how they think, speak and behave.
Contrary to popular belief, Logan understands this better than anyone. He reads every flicker of emotion, every shard of hate, every whisper of deceit. He won't ever look into a persons eyes unless it is nessasary. Why would he, when he’s certain no one would ever want to meet his gaze anyway. Perhaps the only reason why he ever will is to see through the deceitfulness of his enemies. Never will he ever look into someones eyes as anything other than a threat to size up, a danger to assess, a potential enemy he might have to put down.
That is until he met you.
The first time he caught your eyes, really caught them, was accidental. You were asking him something simple, an absentminded question but your attention was fully on him, searching for his eyes to look back at yours. He looked up without thinking, his gaze met yours and he paused. Instead of seeing with the whirlpool of emotions he calls eyes, he simply sees you. Simple, kind and with a gentleness he never was familiar with. As if he were a lone rose, hardened by the sting of every thorn, yet never having felt the gentle bloom of its own quiet, radiant beauty.
After you start dating, eye contact becomes something else entirely. It is no longer an accident or a mistake he stumbles into, but a choice he makes quietly, deliberately. Logan learns your eyes in fragments at first. The way they soften when you smile at him. The way they darken when you are tired or worried. He still does not hold your gaze for long, at least not at the beginning. Old instincts linger. But sometimes, when the room is quiet and you are close enough that he can feel your warmth, he lets himself look. Really look. And in your eyes he does not see danger or judgment. He sees patience. He sees something waiting for him without demanding anything in return. It unsettles him more than any threat ever has, because for the first time, looking into someone’s eyes does not make him feel hunted or monstrous. It makes him feel seen.
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Night settles over the cabin like a heavy quilt, the kind that smells faintly of cedar and old winters. Logan moves through the quiet space with the slow certainty of someone who has spent a lifetime expecting trouble but, for once, is not looking for it. Domesticity sits strangely on him, like a flannel shirt stretched over armor, but somehow it works for both of you.
He is at the stove, brow furrowed in concentration as he flips something in a cast iron pan. The sizzle pops. He does not look up, but he knows you are there. The way his shoulders ease gives him away.
“You’re hovering,” he says, voice rough in that warm, familiar way. “Dinner’s not gonna cook faster just because you are staring at me.”
You wander closer, brush your fingers along the counter. “I wasn’t staring.”
“Sure you weren’t.”
It is all gentle back and forth, an easy rhythm the two of you built without ever meaning to. He pretends he is irritated. You pretend you do not see right through him. A strange, tender truce.
When he plates the food, nothing fancy but made with that gruff, quiet care he denies having, he sets yours down first. Always. Habit, instinct, something deeper he will never name. You eat together at the small table by the window, knees bumping under the wood, his foot brushing yours like he does not notice. He notices.
Afterwards, he cleans. He will mutter about it if you offer to help, so you let him take the lead, watching the muscles in his back move under his shirt as he rinses and dries. Domestic life turns him soft around the edges, but never weak. Just steady. Grounded.
When he finally joins you on the couch, he sits close, arm thrown across the back of the cushions. Not possessive, only comfortable. The fire crackles. Something on the TV plays without either of you actually paying attention.
He lets out a slow breath, eyes half lidded. “Could get used to this,” he murmurs, almost too quiet to hear.
You nudge your shoulder into his. “You already have.”
A low, almost embarrassed sound rumbles in his chest. But he does not deny it. He rests his hand against your thigh, thumb tracing absent circles like he is not even aware he is doing it. A touch that says everything without saying anything. I am here. You matter. I do not need big speeches.
Eventually he pulls you in, tucking you against his side, chin brushing your hair. His heartbeat is steady beneath your ear, stubborn and undeniably alive. He smells like soap and smoke and something that is simply him.
“Domestic,” he mutters. “Never thought that would be my thing.”
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It is well past midnight when you give up on sleep.
The mansion is silent in that eerie way old, enormous houses get when everyone is finally unconscious — no footsteps, no pipes groaning, not even the hum of televisions buried behind doors. Just stillness.
You pad down the hallway in socks, not really sure where you’re going. You just move. Until you catch a flicker of orange through the glass of the back doors.
Logan.
He’s leaning against the porch railing like he was carved into it, one hand braced on the wood, the other lifting a cigar to his mouth. The ember flares when he draws in, fading again as he exhales a long ribbon of smoke into the cold dark.
You slide the door open just enough to step out. He doesn’t jump or turn, you know he heard you the second you got up from bed.
“Can’t sleep?” he asks without looking over.
You fold your arms, shiver a little at the temperature. “Could ask you the same.”
He huffs, something close to a laugh but not really. “Sleep’s never been my strong suit.”
You stand beside him, close enough to feel the heat off his body, but not touching. He doesn’t move away. He never does.
For a while there’s nothing but smoke and night. You watch the tips of his fingers — the soft glow, the faint tremor of breath — and realize how rare it is to see him this still, this quiet, without the armor of movement or sarcasm.
He finally glances sideways at you. “You know this stuff’ll kill you,” he says, holding the cigar out in an unspoken offer.
You take it anyway.
“Yet here we are” you state after taking a slow pull. You hand it back, eyes lingering on him longer than they should.
Logan studies you for a moment. In a way that you can't really pinpoint. Is it soft? Openly fond? Or perhaps just how he always looks at people? With heavy, unreadable attention.
“You should be asleep,” he says eventually, but his voice is lower now, less dismissive.
“So should you,” you answer.
He grunts, doesn’t argue, doesn’t send you back inside. He just turns his face forward again and takes another slow drag, letting you stand there beside him like it’s the most normal thing in the world.
No goodnight.
No dismissal.
Just shared air, shared silence, and Logan not telling you to leave.
Which, for him, is as close to an invitation as it gets.
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currently reading: haha who reads lol...
last song: cowboy gangster politican - goldie boutilier
last film: superman
last series: overcompensating
sweet/savory/salty: spicy i make my own rules
tea or coffee: anything with caffeine to keep me going
working on: getting over this gosh darn cold that wants to keep me shackled in my bedroom
✦ nine no pressure tags my loves: @prosypepper @joemama-2 @letteremi @hellowoolf @redrrem @getouyuri @eraserbread @nialovessatoru @kunareads
currently reading: nothing atm, but the last book I read was Winter's Orbit by Everina Maxwell
last song: Infinite Baths by Sleep Token
last film: The Fantastic Four: First Steps
last series: Business Proposal
sweet/savory/salty: sweet and savory are tied
tea or coffee: neither, but I love a good hot chocolate
working on: dividers and the first part of incubus!sylus series
no pressure tags: @fiendsgf @sweetcalebb @heartofafiend & anyone else who wants to do this!
currently reading: the secret history by donna tartt & kitchen by banana yoshimoto!
last song: tulsa jesus freak by lana del rey
last film: chungking express (my comfort film i highly recommend!!)
last series: the devil’s plan
sweet/savory/salty: savory & salty
tea or coffee: tea during hot months & coffee during cold months
working on: fwb xavier, still burning chapter 4, maybeee a new short sylus series/oneshot (don't hold me to this i have concepts of a plan rn)
no pressure tags!: @blessdunrest @deepspacenova @xiaprint @wetforsylus @starryeyed-apple & anyone who wants to do this too!
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currently reading: Katabasis by R. F. Kuang
last song: Without Me by Dayseeker
last film: Howl's Moving Castle (my beloved)
last series: The Apothecary Diaries
sweet/savory/salty: sweet always (but spicy has the ability to tempt me away)
tea or coffee: i honestly drink a pretty 50/50 balance of both! I'm part caffeine at this point oops
working on: too many things... im still on my god of annihilation zayne hyperfixation, there's also a caleb high school series im working on rn, and maaaybe also some potential kinktober fics
Quite late to this one lol, so I'm sorry if you've already done this, but going to tag @colonelkaboom @sugurusmoon @darkeskye and @lads-kitten (with no pressure ofc) anyway as well as anyone else who'd like to participate!
This took me so long to get to (college is a bitch named ochem and she needs to DIE). Thanks for tagging me @darkeskye (gonna need to update the username for Ikigai when I finally release chapter 18 and only just realized this).
Currently reading: manwha called The Grand Duke is Mine
Last song: Never Close Your Eyes by Adam Lambert
Last film: Thunderbolts*
Last series: The Apothecary Diaries (so good, please go watch it)
Sweet/salty/savory: depends on my mood; period me loves sweets, depressed me loves savory and spicy, and unknown me likes salty.
Tea or coffee: neither. ADHD and brain chemistry don’t allow me to enjoy coffee and tea is leaf water to my taste buds.
No pressure tags: @ittybittyfanblog @heyimkana @clairewritesfanfics @madam8 @sillyfreakfanparty @idratherbe @maryy237 and and anyone else who wants to join!
Currently reading: White Nights by Fyodor Dostoyevsky (finished it yesterday~)
Last song: From the start by Laufey and Chicago by Michael Jackson!
Last film: How to loose a guy in 10 days (watched it months ago, its my favourite comfort movie T_T)
Last series: Bridgerton Season 3 and Game of thrones Season 5 I think? (lost track now huhu)
Sweet/salty/savory: Salty and Savoury combined ofc! I love snacking on these indian snacks on evenings. I usually avoid sweets unless its crispy ahh like waffles or pancakes~
Tea or coffee: I dont like bothh, one cup of coffee keeps me awake for 2 days 😭😭 and I drink hibiscus, lemon and a blend of other herbs tea for clear skin and better digestion.
TAGSS: I'm still new here and don't know anyone ahha so here @dwarpharini @jooniesylus @orphicmeliora and anyone else who wishes to join, feel free to reblog!! ˚˖🌷🌷
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Currently Reading: Loki by Mackenzi Lee (rereading for the nth time)
Last Series: Revenged Love
Sweet/Salty/Savoury: Spicy!! I eat anything and everything as long as it is spicy 🔥
Tea/Coffee: Both. Earl Grey whenever I want to study cuz it helps me with my focus skills. Cappuccino because I love myself.
Tags: I've been around 5 years but I barely present around here. Still I would like to tag some people I know recently @animegamerfox @sylusismine4life @emochosoluvr and everyone else who wants to do this ofc!! Feel free 💕
I didn’t think I would ever be tagged, so thank you @jooniesylus!!
Currently reading: a FanFiction called Celestial Witch on Ao3.
Last series: Fairy Tail
Lost song: Star a Fire by Ryan Star
Last Movie: Superman (I think)
Sweet/Salty/Spicy: honestly I eat anything as long as it tastes good
Tea/Coffee: I mainly drink black tea with sugar with the occasional coffee.
Tags: honestly I don’t know how to do this but I’ll try my best. @icybarness @hurlingdown @honey-on-your-tongue @dissociativewriter and anyone else who see this
currently reading: The Anthropocene by John Green
last series: Gilmore Girls
last song: White Mustang by Lana Del Rey
last movie: Deadpool and Wolverine
sweet/salty/spicy: sweet, probably, particularly chocolates. particularly ice cream.
tea/coffee: ummmm coffee. a mocha though. unless i can't sleep, in which case i'll have some chamomile with honey
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Currently Reading: Hamlet by Shakespeare
Last Series: Orange is the New Black and Boston Legal. I'm watching at least a dozen shows at the same time but those are the most recent.
Last Song: Sue Me by Audrey Hobert and One Word by Kelly Osbourne
Last Movie: Girl Interrupted. I study in psychology so I love love love films like that. I'll take any film recs.
Sweet/Salty/Spicy: Sweet and Spicy it honestly depends. I have such a sweet tooth for ice cream and those raspberry licorice. But my inner half Chinese loves traditional Chinese spicy food.
Tea/Coffee: 100% tea. Either earl grey or english breakfast.
Working On: Studying for exams and a Clark oneshot on the side
No Pressure Tags: I don't rlly know a lot of ppl here but I would like to tag @unificsation @lindsayvolkov and anyone who would like to join <3
You and Logan aren’t anything official. Not really.
You tell yourself that every time he slips through your window in the middle of the night, smelling like rain and gunpowder, his eyes a little softer than they should be.
He doesn’t stay long enough to call it love, but he doesn’t leave fast enough to call it nothing.
You sit on the kitchen counter while he rummages through your fridge, bare feet dangling, wearing his flannel that smells like smoke and pine. He looks over his shoulder, gives you that half-smile that doesn’t reach his eyes.
“You should get some sleep,” he mutters.
“You should stop showing up at 3 a.m.,” you answer, and he huffs out something that might be a laugh.
Sometimes, he’ll reach for you. Not fully, just the ghost of a touch. A hand on your back when the world feels too loud. Fingers grazing your wrist when you’re upset. He doesn’t need to say anything, and you don’t push him to. The silence between you says enough.
When he kisses you, it’s not gentle. It’s the kind of kiss that feels like an argument he’s losing. He grips your jaw like he’s afraid you’ll disappear if he lets go, and when he finally pulls back, his forehead rests against yours, both of you breathing hard.
He whispers, “You know this isn’t good for either of us,” but his thumb is tracing slow circles against your hip, betraying him.
You nod, even though you don’t believe him. “Then why do you keep coming back?”
He doesn’t answer. He just stares at you, jaw tight, eyes stormy and tired. Then, almost too quietly, he says, “Don't know what I'd do if I didn't.”
Later, when he’s gone, you still feel him everywhere—the weight of his hand, the sound of his voice, the warmth he never lets himself keep.
And you realize he’ll always leave before morning, but he'll never really go.
Logan kisses like he’s lived a thousand lifetimes without it.
There’s a weight behind it, a grounding. He isn’t just pressing his mouth to yours; he’s anchoring himself, steadying the storm he carries everywhere he goes. It feels less like a habit and more like a vow, one he silently renews every time your lips meet.
He’s careful, though he’d never admit it. Every brush of his mouth is deliberate, measured, like he’s terrified of ruining something he never thought he’d have. And still, there’s a hunger underneath it all, simmering low, the kind that tells you how badly he’s wanted this for longer than he’ll ever confess.
Sometimes he pulls back, just far enough to look at you, like he can’t believe you’re letting him have this. Sometimes he doesn’t, too caught up, too unwilling to let go.
Logan doesn’t kiss like a man who’s confident in forever. He kisses like someone who’s lived too many goodbyes, too many endings.
But in that moment, with you, he lets himself believe in something lasting.
The record player crackled, a low hum filling the quiet of the cabin. It wasn’t even a slow song, not really, but you were standing in the middle of the room barefoot, swaying anyway, and Logan couldn’t take his eyes off you.
“C’mon,” you said, holding out your hand, a teasing smile tugging at your lips.
He grunted, shaking his head. “I don’t dance.”
“You do now.”
He stared at your outstretched hand like it was some kind of trap. But eventually, with a huff that sounded more like surrender than annoyance, he stepped forward and let you tug him in. His palm swallowed yours, rough and calloused, his other hand awkward at your waist until you guided it into place.
It was clumsy at first—his steps too heavy, his movements stiff. But you pressed closer, cheek brushing his shoulder, and something in him eased. His body fell into rhythm with yours, not because he knew how, but because he knew you.
The music faded into the background. It was just the sound of your breathing, the warmth of your chest against his, the way you fit so perfectly in his arms that he almost forgot to be afraid of how much he wanted this.
“You’re not half bad,” you whispered against his neck.
A quiet chuckle rumbled out of him, rare and unguarded. He pulled you a little tighter, like maybe if he held you close enough, time would stop. For once, Logan didn’t think about the past or the scars or how everything good in his life never seemed to last. For once, all he could think was—
rose 😭 you don't understand, it's writings like this that make me need that old man!!!! and the worst part is that it's not even in a carnal way because YES i want him carnally but also i want to hug him and not let go do you understand what i mean? this is. a brand of soft that i think he deserves. and god you made it so beautiful.
He grunted, shaking his head. “I don’t dance.”
“You do now.”
For once, all he could think was—
Don’t let go.
And he didn’t. Not even when the record ended.
clutching my chest like i need to physically claw at my lungs to start breathing again.
Oh my gosh when I woke up this is the first thing I see. You're so sweet and just made my whole day.🤍
I know EXACTLY what you mean though when I was originally imagining this in my head, I was going crazy like yes a hug from him would fix me, I would hold him and never let go.
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The record player crackled, a low hum filling the quiet of the cabin. It wasn’t even a slow song, not really, but you were standing in the middle of the room barefoot, swaying anyway, and Logan couldn’t take his eyes off you.
“C’mon,” you said, holding out your hand, a teasing smile tugging at your lips.
He grunted, shaking his head. “I don’t dance.”
“You do now.”
He stared at your outstretched hand like it was some kind of trap. But eventually, with a huff that sounded more like surrender than annoyance, he stepped forward and let you tug him in. His palm swallowed yours, rough and calloused, his other hand awkward at your waist until you guided it into place.
It was clumsy at first—his steps too heavy, his movements stiff. But you pressed closer, cheek brushing his shoulder, and something in him eased. His body fell into rhythm with yours, not because he knew how, but because he knew you.
The music faded into the background. It was just the sound of your breathing, the warmth of your chest against his, the way you fit so perfectly in his arms that he almost forgot to be afraid of how much he wanted this.
“You’re not half bad,” you whispered against his neck.
A quiet chuckle rumbled out of him, rare and unguarded. He pulled you a little tighter, like maybe if he held you close enough, time would stop. For once, Logan didn’t think about the past or the scars or how everything good in his life never seemed to last. For once, all he could think was—
Logan’s not in bed anymore which isn’t surprising. He’s always up before you. What is surprising is the faint sound of music playing from the kitchen. It’s one of your favorite records, the one he used to tease you for, but now plays when he thinks you’re not listening.
You shuffle out in one of his shirts, eyes still half-closed, and find him at the stove. Bare feet on the cool floor, hair messy, beard a little overgrown, and a pan in his hand.
“You’re cooking?” you chuckle, rubbing your eyes.
“Yeah yeah, don’t pass out on me,” he says, trying to hide his smile. “It’s your birthday. Figured I’d give you a break before you start runnin’ circles around me again.”
He says it like it’s nothing, but you can see the care in the way he’s chopped the fruit, the small vase of fresh flowers on the table, the little candle tucked beside your mug.
He tried. That alone makes your chest ache in the best way.
You eat together at the table, your legs tangled with his beneath. He’s not much for small talk in the mornings, but he keeps glancing at you over the rim of his mug. Watching. Soft. Like he’s still trying to wrap his head around the fact that you’re here and his and happy.
“You remembered the flowers,” you smile, brushing your fingers along the petals.
He grunts. “Course I did. I listen, y’know.”
You grin. “I know.”
There’s no big surprise, no loud crowd or streamers. Just a long drive with the windows down and his hand resting on your thigh. He takes you to your favorite spot, a quiet lake tucked away from the world, where time doesn’t feel so heavy.
He lays out a blanket. Pulls out your favorite snacks. Even packed the good wine you save for special occasions.
“You really went all out,” you tease, flopping beside him.
He shrugs. “You make it easy.”
And later, when the sun dips low and the stars come out, you’re curled against his chest, his arms warm around you, and his lips pressed to your hair.
“I never thought I’d get this,” he murmurs. “You. Us.”
You reach up and rest your hand over his heart. “You have it. All of it.”
He doesn’t speak for a while. Just holds you closer, his thumb brushing lazy circles into your hip.
And just when you think he’s fallen asleep, you hear it. Quiet, gruff, and meant for you alone.
“Happy birthday, darlin’.
You’re my favorite damn thing in the world.”
And you don’t need candles or parties or presents.