only known in and of oneself

Being says that desires dissolve, but you say you don’t have to dissolve—I wonder which of you is right. Let’s say I’m craving a burger: can I just poof and conjure up a burger menu in my hand out of thin air, or does it require a process—like someone giving it to me, me buying it, or me going out to get it myself? Is that how it happens?

(I'm using a translator because I don't speak English) I think I should stop spending hours reading blogs on Tumblr. There's nothing new to see anymore, nothing that's the final piece that will change my whole perspective. I already know everything and also know nothing, because no concept exists, consciousness has no concept and, in the "end," it's not even called consciousness. I used to spend hours on blogs looking for answers, some even difficult to understand because of the complicated words they use. Your blog (there are others that are also great) is the simplest to understand everything. You don't condemn having desires, dreams (I know these things are illusory) and you don't use such complicated words. But, in the end, there's nothing to understand. I'm not a confused person, confusion is an illusion, I am the illusion, only the " " exists. I think I'll reduce the time I spend reading various blogs, go back to drawing, reading, and acquire some other habit that I really want. I'm "neglecting to live my life" to find an answer, knowing that everything is a big illusion. Maybe I trust myself a little, but "trust" is also an illusion. Maybe I create a script for some experience I want to try. I clung to this "concept" of non-dualism because I'm going through a difficult time in my life, but it doesn't exist, this life doesn't exist. I clung to it because I saw non-dualism as a new and simplified method of the law of assumption or the law of attraction, but even that doesn't exist, nothing exists. I think I'll reduce my screen time and live and experience something (I know I already experience and live everything, I'm not good at explaining things in a way that isn't dualistic 😭😭😭). Thank you for being so simple in your words.

I’m tired I tried noticing nothing is changing

im getting started, how do i direct experience?

Do you still have any wishes or desires, Unk ? Or have you lost the desire for them because you can experience them the moment you wish for them—because you can create them instantly?

No need to focus on analyzing why it feels like “me a body and the external” experientially—digging away at conceptually solving “separation.” There’s nothing to figure out here. It was never separate in the first place, so there is no answer to this misguided question. It seems like this because we’re cool af

being is aware of our awareness yes or no?

You use the term "self seeing/seen" a lot, which I somewhat understand but also somewhat feels like it goes over my head.. but I think now I've gotten it, like it's self seen because it's all me, all " ". Like I'm seeing myself in everything?

(random fact) i just realized that, since "awareness" and "consciousness" is translated the same in french (conscience), we make the difference by specifying/saying it's "la présence attentive" (the attentive presence) and somehow it points nicely to this nothingness

Hi Why do people say that the chain of events—cause, effect and how things work—must exist in the world, and that this is how things work? I’ve seen a few people explain this through non-dualism, and it’s left me confused.

Hi Could you explain why anything is possible?