RUINER

i have, am, and will continue to hold myself accountable.

i haven’t denied anything in those messages and i have taken every piece of criticism/judgement with full intent to get better, which is happening currently

i’m not proud, nor was i/am promoting ? my gross behavior and i’ve been clear about that ever since i was confronted about these messages

if you wanna keep calling me a rapist or pedophile or anything of the sort, Sure, i guess you can. but it’s not what i am. i don’t know why you guys want to manifest it Back into my life? sounds like you disregard me getting help

everything expressed was from a dark disgusting community i associated with and being molested by older people and being a victim csa. of course, inexcusable ideations and words spoken by me nonetheless

my partner that was mentioned does not, has not, and will not defend my actions. ever. they pushed me to get into therapy, PHP, doctor visits to help me away from those nasty ideations. they are not at fault. they’ve had very serious conversations with me regarding ideations of rape and pedophilia.

i’ve been molested. i was 17. either you leave me be and want me to get better or you keep on manifesting sick behavior back for your own gain