nemi

Hihihi! I'm Nemi! I like to write for Roh Jae-won's characters. I'm new to writing, though, so I apologize if it's out of character or if you don't like it!

The characters I'm willing to write for are...

- Nam-gyu

- Ha Sang-min

- Kim Seo-wan (MY FAVORITE!!!)

- Yoon Geun-mo

I like to write fluff. Fluff is my favorite... I think that's like, the only thing I'll write I'M SORRY!!! (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

I won't write smut right now but perhaps somewhere in the future...? Mayhaps! I dunno right now... maybe later... gulp...

Other than that, PLEASE REQUEST ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING YOUR LITTLE MIND COMES UP WITH! I will try and write everything I can!

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Word count: 712

Summary: Basically just like reader BLEGHS and Kim Seo-wan is distraught… HEADCANONS!!! I have a fic for this coming soon though. ^_^ FOR 🍪 ANON!!!

Before!

Seo-wan is seen as a kook by everyone else in the hospital besides you. He doesn’t realize of that of course, too immersed in his delusions to see that, but you play a role in them.

Seo-wan sees you as his “princess” or so he calls you, whatever that means. It’s charming, yes, but it’s also very silly to you.

He tries to spend most of his time with you in the hospital. He braids your hair like a princesses and adds little flowers in it.

In his free time, he will draw you two together on whatever quests his mind comes up with, wether it’s fighting a dragon or drinking tea together.

Whenever you play ping pong with each other, he pretends to lose just so that you can feel a sense of pride in something, even if in all honesty you aren’t actually good at it.

After he fakes his loss, he pretends to sulk and acts as if he is upset just so that you can pepper his face with kisses like always.

Whenever his hair gets matted due to not bringing a hairbrush of his own the the hospital, you brush it out for him with your own.

He also forgets to adjust his glasses throughout the day so at every chance you can, you stand on your tip toes just to fix them up for him.

You both have the same nurse, Da-eun, so when she comes to check up on Seo-wan, just to check his blood pressure and for him to take his meds, he always make sure to ask about you.

You often lend him things for his own entertainment in the hospital, which he forgets to return back to you most of the time. You don’t mind, and instead excuse his poor memory every time.

Eventually you both make a full recovery and leave the hospital, returning back to your shared apartment. 

Unfortunately not long after, you face a relapse. Nobody noticed, not even Seo-wan. The intense emotions of everything collapsing onto you was just too much to handle, and you only knew one way out of it all.

After!

After the incident, Seo-wan isolates himself from everyone. He stays inside and studies all day, not even going out with his friends to study all together like he used to.

He keeps all your stuff, even if there isn’t anything to do with it. It reminds him all to much of you and every time he drives himself to do it, guilt gnaws at him and he has no choice but to leave everything where it’s already been placed by you.

He often goes through your stuff as if he’s searching for a reason why you did it. He can’t help but blame himself with the situation, even if he did no wrong.

When he finally gets the motivation to actually go out and do something, he walks past a woman who looks similar to you, style and all. To make matters worse, they were even using your favorite perfume.

This causes him to shut down completely. He goes home and cries his eyes out, wanting to do anything to bring you back but he knows it just isn’t possible.

Seo-wan often sleeps on your side of the bed. It still has the smell of your shampoo. If he just closes his eyes and pretends you’re there, everything will be okay.

In his free time while working at the convenience store, he often scrolls through your social media pages. He was never active online, but ever since everything happened he finds himself looking through your reposts or liked videos.

Whenever he sees something in stores that remind him of you, he feels that he has to buy it. He stores it on one of the shelves in your shared room, looking at it for a little longer than what would be normal.

His parents invite him to dinner and the entire time he can’t help but think about you. The food they made was your favorite and it squeezed his heart even more. He left early, returning to your previously shared apartment.

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Word count: 1.1k

Warnings: SMUT THIS IS SMUT! Slight hairpulling, reader is afab... I think that's all...

Your hand trails from Seo-wan’s chest down to his stomach, your mouth hanging open in awe. He shifts next to you, his eyes nervously glancing up into yours.

“Seo-wan… can’t believe you’re all mine…” You mumble quietly. His breath hitches and his eyes flutter shut, his cock twitching from your words.

“Mmm… all yours… j-just…” he sucks in a sharp breath, “Please… touch me…” he begs. Your hand finally trails down to his throbbing cock, gently stroking him up and down.

His mouth opens to form words but he doesn’t find any and instead slams his mouth shut, gently thrusting up into your hand.

He stiffens and thins his lips into a small line, struggling to keep himself quiet. You slow your pace and watch him huff in frustration.

“Seo-wan…” You mutter, eyes raking over his body. “Please. Don’t hold back.”

He inhales through his nose and his brows knit together, a soft whimper escaping his mouth. Your lips curve up into a soft smile, the noise immediately traveling to your aching core.

Pre-cum spills down your knuckles and trails down onto the bed, making a mess of both you and him. The both of you haven't even fully started, yet he is so worked up.

You prop yourself up on the bed with your elbows, shifting between his legs. You gently start kissing up his base and to his tip before taking him into your mouth. He lets out a soft moan, his hand tangling into your hair.

You start to bob your head, your hands trailing up to his thighs and gripping down on them. Your finger tips dig into the sides as you try to hollow out your cheeks.

Spit and pre-cum starts to spill and drip out of your mouth, and in desperation you try your best to swallow it all up, but you can’t. It’s too much.

In the corner of your eyes you can see Seo-wan lift his head up to look down at you, his glasses slipping down his face. He squeezes his eyes shut again before throwing his head back.

Seo-wan’s hips buck up into your mouth, making you gag around his cock. You feel it get harder inside of your mouth and you moan around him.

“Mmm… you’re doing so good…” he mumbles quietly, making your heart flutter and your core clench around nothing. Your tongue circles around his tip and he whimpers.

You bob your head faster, making him thrust his cock up into your mouth again and causing a lewd slurping noise to fill the room.

His breathing quickens and you watch his face scrunch up. He tightens his grip around your hair and starts to babble out meaningless words between whimpers and whines.

“I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna cum-“ he warns before thick ropes of cum spurt out into your mouth. You slowly pull off of him, being careful to not let anything spill out before swallowing.

You wipe what’s remaining off of your lips and sigh shakily, relieved that he came. He pulls up his boxers and tucks his soft cock back inside of them before laying you down.

Your back hits the bed and you watch him crawl between your legs, his finger tips running down from your stomach to the hem of your shorts.

“Just relax… okay?” He says shakily. His hands gently pull your shorts down to reveal your white panties. His mouth hangs open for a bit before he shuts it, pulling your panties down as well.

“You’re so wet.” He mumbles quietly, to which you nod frantically. He takes a finger and runs it along your slit, almost testing how sensitive you are.

He pulls his finger up to his mouth, sucking on it before before his face comes down to your pussy. You feel his breath blowing into it, eliciting a soft moan from you.

You run your fingers through his hair and try not to grind up against him. “Mmm… please Seo-wan… need you…” You whine, before he licks a stripe up to your clit.

A broken moan escapes you and you grip down on his hair harder than before. That only fuels him more and he starts to suck on your clit, the feeling more different from anything you’ve ever felt before.

You feel his fingers probe at your entrance before he slowly sinks them inside of your pussy, thrusting them in and out slowly.

You clench around him, his fingers hitting every spot that you didn't even know existed. You suck in a sharp breath and your thighs start to shake, threatening to clamp against his head any second.

“Fuck, Seo-wannn-“ you gasp out, his fingers pushing against the walls of your core. You can feel yourself suck him in which only makes you moan out.

His mouth continues to suck on your sensitive nub before he pulls off and starts to rub slow, gentle circles onto it.

“Shhh… just relax…” he guides you, continuing his movements. You nod, taking slow, deep breaths as he continues to thrust his fingers in and out of you.

You finally give into your thoughts and grind against his fingers, a soft moan escaping your mouth. You throw your head back in pleasure, feeling his digits pump in and out of your core.

He starts to push his fingers deeper and you feel him hit that spot that makes your back arch. You whine, desperately chasing your pleasure. Your hand trails from his hair to the sheets and you grip down, trying to find something to keep yourself stable.

You lift the upper-part of your body to look down at Seo-wan. His lips are parted and he's breathing softly against your sex. You lay back down and hear him whimper, removing his finger from your clit to push his glasses back up.

He removes his fingers and dips his head down, taking your sensitive nub into his mouth. You gasped from the sensation and your hand immediately finds his hair.

The feeling makes you cry out, bucking up against his face as you felt your orgasm rush over you. Your arousal coats his face and he laps it all up eagerly.

You try to catch your breath, looking down to see Seo-wan wipe his mouth with his sleeve. He presses a soft kiss to your clit before pulling your panties back up along with your shorts.

He crawls up next to you and pulls you into his chest. You inhale his scent before sighing contently, gently wrapping your arms around his waist.

There was no noise anymore besides the slight buzz of the fan and your breathing. You could both lay there forever, just soaking in the afterglow.

I asked for the angst btw

Word Count: 1.1K

Summary: Basically you and Seo-wan go to one of Thanos's parties and briefly meet Thanos's team!

The loud blaring of Thanos's house fills your ears. You glance over at Seo-wan who is actively trying to park his car.

His hands trail down to his lap and he sighs softly, glancing over at you through the rearview mirror.

"Gosh... I didn't realize his parties were sooo... you know..." You mumbled, picking at your shirt.

Seo-wan nods, encouraging you to finish your sentence but when you don't, he does it for you. "Obnoxious..." he answers hesitantly.

You hiss through your teeth, shrugging slightly. "I mean I wouldn't say THAT but you know..."

What he said was true and you both knew that, but you still wanted to be polite. It's not everyday that you are invited to a popular rappers party. Not for you two at least.

Seo-wan opens his door, hopping out and going around the car. He carefully opens up your door, holding his hand out to you.

You happily take it and cautiously push yourself out of the car. The rocks crunch underneath your feet as you both make your way towards the front of the house.

The music sort of shifts as you step towards the door. You can't exactly make out the song but you can hear the beat somehow. Or, you can feel it? It's hard to tell. Seo-wan lifts his hand up and hesitantly knocks, his grip on your hand tightening.

Not even five seconds later, a girl opens up the door for you two, looking you up and down. A boy with a bowl-cut looking haircut awkwardly stands behind her, glancing between the three of you.

She has a lighter shade of brown hair and a few piercings adorned on her face, bringing out her features.

She steps to the side to let you two in, sighing. "Be careful, it's crowded in here." she warns, giving you guys an odd look.

"Where's Thanos?" You ask, raising your voice above the music. It was so obnoxious, to the point where if you were here long enough it would probably make your head start to pound.

She points to the ceiling, seeming extremely uninterested in the whole conversation. "He's upstairs. Probably getting some lap dance, God knows what he's doing." she rolls her eyes.

Without any hesitation, you quickly grab Seo-wan's wrist and guide him upstairs, waving to the girl. "Thanks!" You yell to her.

She gives a short nod, immediately turning her attention back to the boy with a bowl cut.

Once getting up the stairs, you realize there are a lot more rooms then you imagined. Most of the lights are off in most rooms, but at the end of the hallways there's a room with light leaking out from underneath the door.

Following your gut, you make haste and lead yourselves in front of the door, preparing yourself. You hesitantly place your hand onto the doorknob, knitting your eyebrows together in fear.

You could either get flashed, or see Thanos. At this rate, it would probably be both. You gently open up the door up and are met with Thanos, who's currently talking to some dude... or chick? You're not exactly sure.

Thanos is wearing some SpongeBob looking shirt with these big pants. He's wearing what looks like some expensive looking shoes and puffing on a vape.

The other... person on the other hand is wearing a black sweater. They have some baggy jeans and basic black shoes to match the top.

They both just stare at you two as if you broke in, even though the door was fully unlocked.

You wave a little, smiling sheepishly. "Hiii... uhm... how are you?" you mumbled, trying to spark a conversation.

They seem to exchange looks, basically having a conversation with only their eyes. Thanos stands up and the person immediately follows behind him, almost like a lost dog.

Thanos does a few... motions, some dumb ones. He crosses his arms over his chest, like he's posing for a photo.

"Welcome to Thanos's world." The purple headed man says, pressing Seo-wan's heart with his finger.

Seo-wan awkwardly nods, glancing over to you almost like a plea for help. "Right, right..." he murmurs.

His attention shifts to the other man, who's currently giving you two the stankest face you've ever received.

"We... we kind of look alike." Seo-wan says quietly, almost like he's afraid of the outcome.

The person scrunches their face up in disgust, almost offended by the comparison. "The fuck?"

Seo-wan backpedals and shakes his head. "Sorry, that was kind of weird..." he trails off before sticking his hand out.

"I'm Seo-wan." he explains, giving a firm nod. The dude sort of looks him up and down. "Nam-gyu." he mumbles, refusing to shake the other man's hand.

Seo-wan hesitantly places his hand back to his side, looking ashamed.

"Okay..." he nods once more. The music is still booming and sounds almost like it's never gonna end.

Thanos glances between you two, seeming genuinely curious about something.

"You two dating?" He questions, cocking his head to the right. Seo-wan fidgets with the hem of his shirt. You can tell he's nervous, so you decide to answer for him.

"Yes. Yes, we are!" you explain to the two. Your lips curl up into a small smile and you glance over at Seo-wan.

Thanos's face immediately lights up and he starts to aggressively pat Seo-wans back like he's proud.

"You got some game, my boy!" he exclaims, laughing to himself even though nothing is really even funny.

Nam-gyu just stands next to him, his expression completely unreadable. He looks over at Thanos.

"Can we get back to what we were doing?" he mutters to Thanos, who responds with a slight nod.

Thanos turns over to the two of you and shoos you with his hand. "Go hang out with Se-mi."

You furrow your eyebrows. Se-mi? "Who's... who's that?" You ask quietly, almost embarrassed with the fact you didn't know her.

"Se-mi? You know?" He motions to his hair. "Has the lesbian haircut? Piercings? Boytoy?" he explains.

Ohhh.

Se-mi was the girl from earlier, the one who opened up the door for you.

You nod a little bit, flattening your outfit out. "Right, right!" You exclaim, grabbing onto Seo-wan's hand.

You both immediately exit the room and rush downstairs, wanting to be out of there as soon as possible.

The door clicks shut behind you two and you sigh, somehow still hearing the music that was booming from earlier.

You can finally somewhat make out what the song is, and after a few seconds of trying to decipher which one it is, you finally realize it's one of Thanos's songs.

This isn't a promotional party or anything but instead one he chose to have for fun. He must really be full of himself if he's playing his own music.

"That was... overwhelming." You admit to Seo-wan, to which he nods in agreement.

"Let's just get home..." he motions to the car, pressing a button on his key to unlock it.

Your grip on his hand tightens and you both make your way to the car, hopping in on the opposite sides.

He starts the car, and almost as soon as it starts you both were out of there.