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hey itβs puppet/spamvey. uh iβm just some genderfuck who likes to draw and wants to make some games. my art varies a lot and my interests shift, so keep that in mind. i tend to not look at my dashboard so i might miss stuff (not tryna ignore anyone, just going through stuff.). suggestive posts are tagged with "suggestive/"
i have 2 rpg maker horror projects that are extant, an original game called HOST and a deltarune fan series called SPAMTON HOUSE. SPAMTON HOUSE is currently in development hell
don't involve or tag my art in anything kin/fictive related please
we're a system ourselves. plz be nice... we're just tryna have a good time here....
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i wrote another.. deltarune thing even though i was on the fence about doing this kind of thing again. but i ended up really liking how it came out.
i see swatch as someone dedicated to their role as a darker and as queen's right hand bird, finding fulfillment in what they do, but having this hollow feeling after years of doing the same thing over and over. i've always felt that there's this underlying feeling of not truly being satisfied with their role, but any uncertainty or qualms about "the way things should be" and "everyone having a place in the world" is pushed down.
them thinking that it's not appropriate for them to be worried about their swatchlings ("My apologies. This is no time to reminisce."). the ignoring of more difficult topics until they had no choice to speak ("What? Basement? There's no basement here.", "Some even going so far as to attempt to impersonate me⦠In order to get the⦠Oh, nevermind. Macaron?"). the purposeful lack of any other expression. in an ironic way, i see the things people bring up as evidence for swatch being an asshole as evidence for another layer of depth they have being concealed.
i think ralsei and swatch mirror each other with how they're resigned to do what they must and keep the order of their respective worlds, and despite the ass dialogue for swatch in ch5, this is still true between them as of now. ralsei continuously telling flowery that he can't just do whatever he wants because things aren't supposed to be this way or another made me think of how swatch was trying to make susie conform to a certain standard to fit what they thought was appropriate.
so, overall, i interpret them as someone with the mask of a polite servant, but has an underlying frustration and pessimism for what they have to do.
in regards to this, this is why i like thinking about their relationship with spamton, because he inherently challenges their world view. nearly everything about him is what swatch can't be, small, defiant, chaotic, ambitious and doing whatever it is he wants. it's the same thing in reverse, given that spamton wants to call his own shots and get away from people controlling him while swatch must listen to the orders they're given.
i think swatch avoids talking/thinking about him because he makes them question their own values, and they can't possibly be doing that. he has to be the one that's wrong. swatch has to be the one that's morally superior to him, even though they're the one who abandoned him. with both of their collective issues, there is an opportunity for growth between these two, and it's hard for me to not get invested in such a thing when i value people improving very much.
now, i heavily dislike interpretations of swatch where they're more of an asshole because i find it boring and reductive honestly. there's little to be invested in a rigid character like that. to me, swatch has more going on than simply someone who listens to whoever's calling the shots and sees those who aren't with them as below them. i see swatch's annoyance/negativity in their in-game lines as a clear cause and effect, as well as an indicator of what i was talking about eariler. i'll copy and paste what i wrote elsewhere:
everything they've been annoyed at is fairly reasonable. this whole time, they've just been expressing their gripes at things that make sense to be bothered by. which is why i've been so eh about how people interpret that as being their primary character traitβ¦. like what are you expecting someone to do? not talk about it?
like.. guy showing up demanding a job at your workplace making a huge mess and hitting on your co-worker? yeah go kick his ass he's being disruptive. dude wants the castle town cafe even though he has an entire bakery shaped like him already? yeah go send him back to his establishment (and swatch shows some remorse if the swatchlings aren't with them, referring to what they did as cruel). ex-friend stole that sacred thing you helped make? yeah get upset over it. having to wear something embarrassing for work? makes sense to be annoyed !
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alsoβ¦. i think that when people talk shit about acid theory but still insist that swatch is a massive asshole, it's funny that they think they're so different from the people they're complaining about.
i gave up on writing my perspective on a topic because i feel like every time i have, barely anyone has considered it. i also just tend to be ignored in general. but there's always this goddamn thing in my head that's like "maybe it'll be different this time". maybe it's cause there's been the handful of times over several years that people did consider what i said. but there's been way more people not wanting to even entertain my ideas. so it's just ""insanity"" at that point to think that doing and saying the same things will get people to consider things differently, right?
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one of my favorite things about jerma is that he'll be like "i can't do this, this is fucked up! this is so fucked up!" while doing the very thing he thinks is fucked up. the chat doesn't have to convince him either he just does that on his own
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sometimes i think about this person pestering me about the common headcanon that spamton wears heart boxers cause "he doesn't even wear pants" i'm sorry do you really want me to draw him pantsless? do you wanna see his null bulge that bad? hm????
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