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Anyway I got to the car and my dad was there and he was like “how ya feeling son” in the dadliest way possible and I was like “MAN I AM PUMPED LETS GET SOME JUICE I’M STARVED” so we drove about 3 blocks to a jamba juice, whereupon I say “I’m good I can do this” and run/drunkstumble 30 feet to the door. I burst in the door like a viking returning from some fucking battle and holler “WHATS UP FUCKS” to everyone in the store, which was thankfully just the 2 people behind the counter, who looked probably as scared/confused as a jamba juice employee could look.

So anyway, as my dad explained the situation I looked up at the jamba juice menu and was utterly fucking lost in it. Like I swear I was looking at this menu board for a year, deciphering this Rosetta stone of fruits. I distinctly remember that I was looking at each item in a smoothie, thinking of how it tasted, then moving on to the next thing and thinking of how that tasted, and how they would taste together. Since most smoothies had 3 or 4 items, this took some thinking. So my dad sees me in this extreme brain blast state of mind and says “hey are you going to order or what”. Keep in mind I’m on the first fucking smoothie on the list here. So I just say “shush man I’m trying to do fruit science”, and then when I realized that this process could take literal years, I just said “yeah give me a smooth regular” which for the uninitiated, isn’t actually a real thing on any menu. Oh, also I asked them if the “boosted” smoothies would give me super powers and then pointed my fingers at them and made “lightning noises”.

So my dad just orders me the first thing on the menu and I go to sit down and stare out the window or some shit and my thoroughly amused dad just looks at me and says “how ya feelin?”. Now at this time I was feeling a lot of things, but most noticeable to me was the gauze in my mouth, so I just look at him and say “there’s these fuckin… tiny sheep in my head” which at the time was the best way I had to convey this feeling. Anyway about that time, the jamba juice guy brings us our drinks and he gives me a small thing of mario kart stickers and I swear I almost cried from the tsunami of emotion that gift made me feel (I still have them).

I am trying to make a collection of things about why I’m obsessed with/need twenty one pilots.

My brother thinks they are scary and evil and that I shouldn’t listen to them as they are not labelled Christian. And at first glance maybe, but, there is no way that you can listen to them and continue thinking that.

TØP is not for him, and I get that. The lyrics aren’t for everyone. We know this.

But they have helped me in so many ways and I want to gather up somethings that prove they are not bad or whatever. Ive wanted to do this for while but this has made me start. So Im mostly trying to find things that have to do with their faith and beliefs and them being encouraging.

If Anyone can send me things that they have said or posted in regards to their faith or beliefs or encourageing things they have said or lyrics that have helped you….i would be enternally grateful. Please.

It really helps me to see these things when I’m not at my best.

I’m gonna tag some people, but if anyone has anything that you can send my way Id love you forever.

If not that’s okay too.

@popcandy @livie1247 @runningtospace @josh-gun @josh-dunkaroos @sloaneshine @lovely-heathen @lovely-heathens @heathenhands @twenty-one-phandoms @blurryfaceinspace @jxshdun-is-my-josh-sun @blurryxheathens @heathenpilots

I am trying to make a collection of things about why I’m obsessed with/need twenty one pilots.

My brother thinks they are scary and evil and that I shouldn’t listen to them as they are not labelled Christian. And at first glance maybe, but, there is no way that you can listen to them and continue thinking that.

TØP is not for him, and I get that. The lyrics aren’t for everyone. We know this.

But they have helped me in so many ways and I want to gather up somethings that prove they are not bad or whatever. Ive wanted to do this for while but this has made me start. So Im mostly trying to find things that have to do with their faith and beliefs and them being encouraging.

If Anyone can send me things that they have said or posted in regards to their faith or beliefs or encourageing things they have said or lyrics that have helped you….i would be enternally grateful. Please.

It really helps me to see these things when I’m not at my best.

I’m gonna tag some people, but if anyone has anything that you can send my way Id love you forever.

If not that’s okay too.

@popcandy @livie1247 @runningtospace @josh-gun @josh-dunkaroos @sloaneshine @lovely-heathen @lovely-heathens @heathenhands @twenty-one-phandoms @blurryfaceinspace @jxshdun-is-my-josh-sun @blurryxheathens @heathenpilots

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