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hi everyone, i miss tumblr 😔 i’m in college now and i have so much less time for fandom and content creation and i haven’t drawn anything in forever, it’s so sad :(

this is me! since i have not had time for art creating anymore, i made a new account so the old one can still be for content and art and this one for other miscellaneous random postings :)

"matthew lloyd was just a teen who tried to do as much good as he could for his friends, was misled in his judgment by his religious upbringing, made one very big mistake and genuinely, deeply regretted it; he is not the villain of the show but one of its many victims" AND "matthew lloyd was an entitled straight male teenager who got so mad that one girl told him "no" that he went ahead and outed a gay guy knowing this would result in his losing all his friends, his family and his scholarship; even though the audience understands where he's coming from, he is very much a product of a sexist and homophobic society and it's pretty distasteful to victims of (sexist/homophobic) male violence and high school bullying to try and redeem him so hard" AND "matthew lloyd is a morally fascinating character and it's understandable he'd get so much focus from the fans" AND "it's kind of annoying how the only straight guy out of a main cast of 5 characters otherwise only comprised of women and gay guys, is the one who is the focus of most of the fanworks for the show especially when there aren't that many fanworks to begin with", are ideas that can and should coexist

Can’t risk it

The duck of creativity. I waited so long for it.

I can’t not do it

I had to

Look I had to Ok?

I had to, I can’t risk it

The fear nearly consumed me, you know I had to do it to them

Aasaahhhh

I thought it was a goose. Oh well.