:/

my birthday month

since i don’t have any family members born in march, close or extended, it was always my month

this year however, i’m missing the only person who ever made it feel special

i don’t want to turn a year older

i don’t want to do anything for my birthday this year, if i could i’d stay in bed the whole day reminiscing

i walked through the gates of the hospital and i just knew.

i knew i was no longer daddy’s little girl

i knew that i’d grieve you for a lifetime

i knew that a part of me would be buried with you

i knew that you’ll forever know me as 22

i knew that you’d miss all the milestones i’ve yet to pass