present without a bow | una x camiss
Frost has called her window panes home for the season, plastic garlands are hung above her mantel, and the smell of Veronicaâs gingerbread in the oven is beginning to stick to the furniture: Itâs Unaâs annual tiny Christmas get-together.Â
Sheâs never had the biggest holiday celebrations, Thanksgiving and Christmas and her birthday later on in February falling all too close to one another for her foster parents to give her something on each occasion. Growing up and getting tossed around in foster homes meant two things: the gifts were few and far in between, and there should be gratitude embedded in everything youâre afforded, even if itâs a bed to sleep on or a coat to wear. She hates to admit it, and sheâs a sour puss every other day of the year, but thereâs something about the holidays that brings out this spark in her.Â
Tough as nails, Una doesnât have many friends, but the four she has are sitting around the fireplace with her as Home Alone plays in the background: Veronica, whoâd brought the dessert; Tyler, whoâd helped her put the Christmas tree together late November; Penny, whoâd stuck around with her ever since they met as foster siblings; and Ben, who sheâd met working at the club. The five of them started this tradition years ago when Una got her first apartment, and though a few have come and gone, theyâve stuck together like glue somehow.
The blondeâs sipping on cheap champagne at the kitchen table, Penny behind her doing her hair for a picture theyâre probably going to take later. Veronicaâs pulling out the gingerbread and Tyler and Ben are exchanging Super Bowl predictions over by the couch. Una would never say it out loud, but sheâs got to admit that the partyâs got her feeling fuzzy, her excitement for opening presents ever-growing. Sheâd pretend to be the type to not care for the holidays, but underneath it, thereâs a little girl whoâs always wanted to partake in all of its traditions, even if it means giving up cookies for Old Saint Nick himself.Â
âLemme tell you, man, itâs gonna be the Giants versus the Steelers this year,â Tyler says.
âNo way, the Steelers are ass right now,â Ben scoffs. âItâs the 49ers, for sure.âÂ
Una rolls her eyes. âI hope you guys put as much thought into our presents as youâre doing with the stupid Super Bowl,â she sing-songs. âIf I find out one of my scarves has been stolen and gift-wrapped again, Iâm kicking everyone out.âÂ
Penny finishes up doing her hair behind her, fingers curling through her blonde hair before letting her go. âYouâre all set, mâdear.âÂ
âWhy, shank you,â Una responds, wiggling her brows.Â
The doorbell rings, and one of the boys mutters that theyâll get it as Una stands up and heads over to the fireplace, warming up her hands. Her shitty apartmentâs AC got broken conveniently this morning, so sheâs got a cozy sweater wrapped around her otherwise adorable party dress. She huffs. âWho is it?â she asks, looking over her shoulder as she hears Tyler open the door.Â
Her expression drops almost as fast as she feels her heart sink to the pit of her stomach when she sees whoâs at the door.Â
    Growing up without a real family, Camiss didnât do the same thing every Christmas like most people. There wasnât a family memberâs house he would go to every year without planning. For him, if he had any plan at all, it usually came up at the last second.
    The one time that Camiss lived with a foster family, which he did for only two years, he had the greatest Christmases of his life. He went over to his foster momâs momâs house, and there were nearly 30 people there. They all sat down at the table, which was just four table lined up with table cloths to look like one large table, together and ate a big dinner. They sat around the Christmas tree and watched each other open gifts for hours. It was everything he had wanted, but something he only got to enjoy for a short time.
    In the orphanage, Christmases were much smaller. Gifts were mostly donated, but sometimes the employees pitched in to get something small for everyone. The gifts were never personalized, and it didnât feel like a special occasion.
    For much of his adult life, Christmases were spent by himself. There were very few occasions where he had someone to spend it with, unless a friend of his invited him or he was lucky enough to have a girlfriend at the time.
    This year, while he didnât have a girlfriend, he received an invite from Tyler, one of his old friends from the orphanage. He said that him and one of their old friends was having a get together, something they did every year, but this was the first time Camiss received an invitation. He wasnât sure he wanted to go, but at the last minute decided that it would be better than being by himself again.
    He only told Tyler a couple days in advance that he was gonna go, and when it was the day before he realized he should probably bring something. He didnât want to show up empty-handed, and he made a quick run to the store to grab some soda, chips and dip.
    The day of, he drove to the address Tyler gave him. Camiss didnât even think to ask who was going to be there, so he really didnât know what he was walking into. He plodded through the snow up to the door, tapping the snow off the bottom of his shoes while he rang the doorbell. Tyler was the one who answered the door, even though he knew it wasnât his home.
    âHeyyy,â Camiss said as he quickly moved inside, getting out of the cold Michigan air. He began to take his coat off, but paused for a moment after noticing who was standing over by the fireplace. âUna?â he said, shocked that she was here. He hadnât seen her or spoken to her since he left the orphanage.
















