Uncertain Asf

So this post will be about my hs. I am currently leaving the school within the next 6 weeks!!!! Class of 23’, ain’t that crazy? Anyways let’s get some the main points I’ll be addressing in this “series.”

THE ICKS:

- teachers want to relive their hs years

- teachers favor the popular kids and don’t snitch when they do things (ex. Has full knowledge that student cheat but don’t say anything/ gossip about other student to their peers)

-Pervy ASF some male n female teachers (especially MRS.collard greens (code name)) also they flirt with students

-RACIST ASFFFFFFFF

-shove Jesus down your throat

-Misogynistic!!!!!!!!!

- dick ride athletes and allow them to miss months of school with no repercussion!!!!!

- makes others feel dumb if they aren’t that smart

- this is a case: one day, a handful of people and including me forgot to do our hw or just didn’t do that one. The teacher proceeds to get angry and say we’re not prepared for the real world, and basically we’re failing life due to that one assignment. Like bitch how does doing work got to do with paying bills, going to work early in the morning, bitch it’s algebra homework. Also I believe he does drugs; this mf would be screaming and jumping, excited at 9 am in the morning, like calm tf down. I mean I never seen this man calm or tired only one time!!!! Like bitch are you doing speed? Cocaine??? METH?????

This is ep.1 of this series, I will get into the pros of my hs because there are some like the people and more!! But right now I have to trauma dump these emotions cuz I might make this into a book!!!! Plus I’ll be giving the school n people code names.



Plus I’m sick asf and at the moment I’m doing breathing treatments for my asthma to reduce the congestion in my chest. Also I really want to do a tell all about my highschool when I leave but I’m afraid, why?

I know it’s difficult and I haven’t been easy, maybe in the future I’ll understand when I have kids, but sometime I feel like I’m dragging.

Me and my mom are in a bittersweet spot and she’s not helping me with prom anymore and I have to communicate with my dad after he gave me 200 dollars a but insisted that he gave me 400 dollars.

It was this big deal for a moment. My mom when shes upset comes off like she’s tired of me..I’m moody and I was cool a minute ago now I want to cry and be alone.

I don’t want to disturb the peace between us two, I love the way it is. I want it to stay this way. I care about you in a way so huge, you won’t be able to scale it.

I think back of times you might’ve not felt the same. Were you just being nice? Did I misinterpret you? If so, my apologies.

I seen you stare from the far and thought I saw a spark, but was it just a reflection in your eyes? Oh how I wish I can care for you, how I want to care for you. You make me happy when I think of you.