una is studying

reaaaaaaaally relaxing days and trying to put my mind in place. I really need to go out more, see people, and feel the fresh air. Maybe this ‘depress-era’ is more about my routine than my mind being defective.”

<-To-dos for the week:-->

• Study more and study outside the house

• Eat healthier

• READ!!!!!!

• Go to the gym (for Christ’s sake!)

• Drink more water (really need it)

To whom it may concern: I’m feeling better. 🥹✨

night time with my babe and bf

/* day 001 of this */

It was supposed to be yesterday, but it turned out to be such a shitty, shitty day that all I wanted in the end was to crawl into bed and cry, like a Sim trying to change their mood.

It’s so hard to finally be living abroad, studying what I want, yet feeling like everything is falling apart—as if it could turn into a nightmare at any moment. I love that I can finally walk the streets I once dreamed of, see beautiful landscapes, and take photos like this (and post them here, just like I imagined when I was 11).

Imposter syndrome? Just freaking out? Guess we’ll never know. Just trying to be grateful for all of it—for my boyfriend, who saves me every day, even though he makes me want to kill him most days.

That’s it.

Day 001, you were awful.