Who am I when no one’s watching?
Who am I when I remove the mask?
Can you believe I signed up for this lesson?
yes I want this lesson and that lesson and this challenge and that obstacle.
I been searching for a love since I was knee high to a pigs eye.
Only to experience heartbreak from parents, friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, situationships, and everything in between all of that.
I’ve experienced all types of loves tbh.. not just romantic. Love is beyond romance.
The one love im still working on is loving myself.
That’s just the honest truth.
I have yet to master. All I know is…
It’s not for you but it’s for me.
It’s releasing and letting go.
Peace at the decisions others have made that I have no control over.
It’s loving without attachment.
It’s loving without expectation.
realizing that nothing truly belongs to me.
I’m grateful for the experiences.
I’m grateful for the wisdom.
For the painful truths that helped me grow into the woman I’m becoming.
Each person has taught me something about myself.
Dreams are revealing messages
Prayers are being prayed.
Doorways are opening and closing.
Fear is being left behind
Ego deaths and shadow work
Innerchild and childhood trauma
All have risen to the table.
It’s a whole system reboot.
I am finding myself again.
The creator of my own reality.
The devil has came into my dreams.
He’s written out a plan and he placed me in it.
I’m here to rebuke that motherfker…
No weapon formed against me shall prosper.
If Adonai is with me, who can be against me?
I am the daughter of the most high.
My mother’s name is Asherah.
She has come for her children.
I am not only an earth angel for the sake of sounding good.
I am the tears that fall in the river.
I’ve cried myself to sleep of those who slept peacefully.
Never knowing my heart ached.
Wondered why my emotions feel so strange?
Am I the only 1 who feels this way?
I am the broken pieces shattered in the night sky.
I am here to spread my love and light.
With the help of my ancestors by my side.
In the physical I slang it.
In the spiritual I am it.
Guide me and turn my compass.
Lead me not into temptation
But help me master this vibration.
Quiet the noise and listen to wind.
Mother Earth speaks but only if your still.
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