Also I've been incessantly harassed on here for months so I'm abandoning this one :< if you want my other (not super depressing) blog (or maybe I'll remake a vent blog idk) dm me ❤

fml I need a new vent blog stat

First thing this morning coming into work my coworker was like oh did you see [mutual pal/former coworker] when she came in? And I was like no..? Didn't even hear and she was back from France for a week and came into my work and didn't say hey or text me and I freaked out internally cause we're friends and I was like well I was planning on texting her soon but guess I'll never text her again cause she doesn't care about me in fact I'll never talk to anyone again :))))) for a while until I realized I was out for 3 days so maybe she just came in then or just at a time I wasn't working or whatev idk I was just like grrr bark snarl and now I feel literally nothing and I'm both pissed and idc at the same time n e way I wanna be dead

no one fucking gets it and i hate myself for wanting people to get itttt

getting sick and losing literally everything and just having to accept that literally no one gives a fuckk