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Blueprint…this is my legacy

The unfinished is inspirational!

The decision was right but it still hurts

Thinking about what you wanted and realizing that it is not what you have! The movement through it all is an unhappy reflection that has been 25 yrs in the making. Now it is silence and withdrawal and an existence that is dictated by surviving each moment and counting down the seconds until there is a release. So many mistakes, so many signs, so many things that can’t be fixed or undone or given back.

The final stages of marital grief!

When you are so broken and dismayed that you’re having a really hard time believing in yourself!

That mom guilt hits differently when your world is in chaos and all that matters is protecting your children from the pain of your pain.

Planning to leave is giving me anxiety and causing a bit of depression in my soul because he avoids the truth and just hopes it gets better.

I just feel lost and unable to control things.

When your prayers are “Let YOUR WILL be done” and it is being done, following is the hardest thing to do!