🎀 — What persona does your muse play for the sake of keeping the community happy?
Definitely one to think on. She's a leader, she's an heiress, she's a mother. That's simply who she is. I don't think Eyvel intentionally slots into any one role to keep others happy—but I DO think she has insecurities that have stuck with her in her lives as Brigid and Eyvel that she keeps hidden for the most part.
As Brigid? She was fearless and confident as the daughter of Orgahil's captain, and then as the crew's leader after he died. The people of Agustria admired and respected her for being an honorable pirate captain, specifically known for championing the weak. She was completely sure of who she was and what her place in the world was,
Brigid: Damn it, Duvall! The only reason they're coming is because you lot all went pillaging, against my orders! You've got nobody but yourself to blame!
Duvall: Keh, enough! I can't take yer arrogance anymore! Shut it an' open yer ears! Ya actually ain't the daughter o' the late cap'n, y'know. Yer just some li'l girl what the boss found, cryin' alone in this ship we raided. Th'boss jus' picked ya up an' raised ya 'imself. 'Fore we knew it, ya'd all grown up an' were bossin' us all 'round, all nonsense-like!
Brigid: W-what?! I... that's...
Duvall: But yer li'l act's worn its welcome out. No point keepin' ya 'live, eh?
Brigid: Damn it all... You really think you clowns can take me that easy?!
And revealed her origins. She's NOT the captain's real daughter. Just some brat they picked up. She's not the REAL captain, or heir to the crew. She's just some little girl that these pirates clearly have no issue betraying at the drop of a hat. No love, no loyalty. This was supposed to be her people, her home, her family.
So, fine. She escapes and is recruited to Sigurd's army, where she meets Edain, obtains Yewfelle, and reclaims her memories of her true lineage: the heiress to Yngvi. The game doesn't put much focus on her thoughts about this afterward, but she's found purpose, and her old home. She seems accepting enough of this truth, and embraces her role.
But judging from Andrei's comments:
Andrey: What? Could it be... Brigid?! So, not only do I hear that you sunk as low as piracy, but now you are party to treasonous deeds... No matter what it takes, you - the shame of my house - must be put to a timely death.
Brigid: Enough! You murdered your own father! You, Andrey, are the disgrace to Yngvi's honor, and to the good name of the Crusader Ullr!
And this conversation between Patty and Febail, years later:
Febail: Ugh. Look, I don't care if you're just stealing from the enemy. I don't like you stealing at all! Knock it off, okay?
Patty: What, d'you think I like doing this? That I'm stealing for the fun of it?! This army needs to eat, y'know, and we need gold for that! We don't have all that many options here!
Febail: Yeah, but haven't you heard what people are saying about you? I caught this guy mocking you, like being a thief's a walking punchline... "What else didja expect from a pirate's brat? Like mother, like child," he kept saying. Of course, I wiped the floor with him for that...
There is, understandably, a negative sentiment against Brigid being a former pirate. Yngvi's heir, having once engaged in piracy? I wouldn't be surprised if that caused her to lean even deeper into acting suitably as the head of her house, most reflected in the fact that she decides to kill her own little brother, because she feels she must to wipe away the stain of his crimes, and restore Yngvi's honor.
And in her lover convos with Midir and Jamke, she clearly feels some insecurity being their second choices after their interest/history with Edain. Her twin who is much more elegant, much more noble—the perfect picture of the lady she probably would have been.
After getting her memory wiped as Eyvel, those insecurities are also erased, but they come with new ones. She admits to Leif that not knowing anything about her past left her questioning her identity, but it's also what spurred her to look out for him and Nanna, so she could give them a happiness she didn't have.
Eyvel: Ten years ago, the villagers of Iz found me washed up on the shore. I don't know anything about what I did before that... Who was I...? Did I have a husband? Kids? I don't have the slightest idea. But when I first met you two, I realized something real bad must've happened to me in my own youth, too. So I figured, if I couldn't remember my own childhood, I could do the next best thing and give a childhood to two kids that needed one.
So if anything, Eyvel doesn't really play roles, but rather embraces what is expected of her. The Orgahil need a leader? She'll be that leader. Yngvi needs its heir? She'll do her damnedest to represent that good name. Wayward kids need a mom and stable childhood? She'll give that to them.
And whatever insecurities she's shouldering? She'll generally keep to herself.