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Mmhm… I do that more than I probably should for someone who’s 27 years old and still in diapers. There are moments where I catch a glimpse of myself......just a grown woman standing there in nothing but a crinkly, puffy diaper and a silly little shirt.....and I should feel embarrassed… and I do. But even through the humiliation, I smile.

When I wake up soggy, hair messy, paci still in my mouth, and the back of my diaper all swollen and warm from another nighttime accident… I should feel ashamed. And honestly? I do. I’m a full-grown woman who can’t even stay dry through the night. But part of me melts into that shame, because it means I don’t have to fake being something I’m not.

And on the weekends, when I’m waddling around Pooh Bearing—no pants, diaper fully on display, paci clipped to my shirt, stuffie in hand; it’s humiliating to realize how little I really am. I’ll plop down to play with blocks or babble nonsense to myself, and I’ll glance down and see the swollen bulge between my legs and think, "This is what I’ve become." A grown woman who can’t be trusted out of diapers.

Even diaper changes make me squirm. Being laid down, having my soggy and messy accidents untaped, while I hide my face in my hands, being wiped clean like an overgrown toddler who made.... yet another "present for Daddy" . There’s no dignity in it. And yet… I smile. Because in those moments, I’m not pretending. I’m not performing. I’m just being who I really am:

A deeply regressed, very diaper-dependent little girl who never made it out of babyhood.

Hi, it’s misspandapants 💗 back in April, my abdl page that I’ve had since 2013 was deleted without warning. I wasn’t sure if I was going to make a new account, but someone keeps making fake pages pretending to be me, so I figured I may as well just be on here myself. I also just missed having tumblr to share my diapered adventures on and the connections I’d make. Hopefully they let me stick around this time 🤞

I’m at the babystore in a diaper and onesie.

See more pictures of my out & proud ABDL day, on my cute blog: https://abdlgirl.com/2016/08/09/diapered-at-the-bouncy-castle-festival/

It had taken months of training but Ally had finally been regressed to the perfect baby girl.

Increasingly large hollow butt plugs and forced orgasms every time she wet herself had taught her body to lose all bladder and bowel control. While swift punishments for misbehaving, like talking like a big girl or trying to walk, quickly corrected her behaviour - after a bottle of prune juice and caster oil followed by three hours on the hard naughty chair, she decided it was better to do as she was told.

Her babyness is showing a bit :3 

I’m not sure why I love the sight of a nappy peeking out from short shorts / dungarees so much. I like it even more than upskirts. 

This outfit gave her a very lovely round butt. She was out with me around Shibuya most of the afternoon like this and I made her carry her own pack of pullups at the store, which was pretty blushy.