Doppel

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"DOPPEL" [he/it]

- Likes physical contact; expresses itself with affection [hugs, nuzzles].

- Extremely curious.

- Cannot make extensive physical contact with itself.

- 'Purrs' [vibrates] when content.

- Tall [6'1"]; can change its physical appearance.

-–—— • ☯️ TAGS ☯️ • ——–-

#through the mirror - asks

#your copy - sinner interactions

#feeling dizzy - entity interactions

#regretosis - other Doppels

-–—— • ⚠️ "MATURE" STUFF [16+] ⚠️ • ——–-

I found precisely one (1) ibuprofen in my pocket so I'm fine from. i don't wanna talk about it

but whatever NOW. You gotta explain what's happening here, bud. Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)

- @factswithseesay

👀

I would love to explain but uhhh 乁⁠(• °)⁠ㄏ

Oh wait I do know °.D it's because ok I may have lied

Okay. I'm-- we're?? Used to having a clone or whatever. The other Seesay. i miss them i should find them is that weird to say

But YOU were a different person before all this. Like- how does this even happen??

I wanna like. Get you back to normal. But.

I never learned how to actually do a backflip, but anything for the fans!! ^_^

{ she ATTEMPTS a backflip! }

{ ..and actually succeeds! }

{ ..........mostly. because when she tries to stick the landing she realizes she just backflipped off the second floor of the lobby 🥹 }

Step two! Become the child

You now have autism.

I DONT KNOW HOW TO?? GET YOU OUT?? HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN GET IN IN THE FIRST PLACE??????

[suddenly, your head feels like it's going to split open. And it only gets worse and worse.. fortunately it doesn't last too long as... Ding! There's.. another seesay. Huh. A bit of pain still lingers but it's not as bad as before]

[She slides on over to her friend and sits down next to her]

{ she's. what was she doing. looking for her friends or something?? }

{ . . . ok well she found one but who the FUCKoh thats why. thats why she blacked the fuck out }

vee moves her other hand to cover her screen, letting out a groan of discomfort. to be fair, having a entire. 13 year old. emerge from your screen has got to hurt at least a little so. still, you'd think worse would happen asides from a headache

{ didsin do something while she was asleep wh shes only ever seen somethinglikethis before with }

{ DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER what what the fuck does she do about this what does she do what does she do WHAT DOES SHE DO }

I uh oh my what do i do (⁠;⁠ꏿ ꏿ⁠;⁠)

[She puts a hand on Vee's shoulder]

the... intensity of the screen-melt seems to lower and lower until it stops alltogether, though vee still seems a little, uh. disoriented. she looks between the two seesays... Very confused.

{ she grabs vee by the shoulders and RATTLES her a little bit }

Okay well first of all THAT'S NOT FUCKING NORMAL do we need to take you to Genesis or something?? I dunno what do sinners do when they get a disease??

BUT SECOND.

You CAN'T be acting like- like THIS-

{ she gestures wildly at The Doppel In The Room }

-IS NORMAL??????

[seems like they aren't fully here at the moment]

I????

lobby by the way welcome to the lobby it's okay here but you can't drink the water

ARE YOU NOT GONNA QUESTION WHY THERE'S ANOTHER ME RIGHT NOW?? Like- I'm honestly a little bit scared because last I checked this Seesay cosplayer was a DOPPEL I accidentally kept prisoner in my head and now the second YOU show up they're just??? Somehow free and doing this shit now??

[whhhy are they just sharing this like it's an average experience everyone goes through on the average Tuesday]

she goes completely silent. then turns to the two of you with a fury usually reserved for boomer shooter protagonist when they're about the blast the big bad's head off in the final battle after loosing everything

That's- Vee, that's- LITERALLY not me. There's a fucking-

You.. wouldn't know this 'cause you haven't been here before, I realize that now. But Doppel's WHOLE thing is mimicking other people. That's just what's happening here.

How can you be so calm about this?????

then she relaxes, somewhat, sighing heavily, before getting off the bench and crouching in front of you

VEERONICA.

{ she drags vee closer by the collar of her robes. she needs to make sure she fucking listens. }

{what can you even say.}

{is she wrong? did you ever listen to her? to anyone? did you ever care about anyone, or were you only trying to make yourself feel better? do you even care. you don't care. you selfish, disgusting, pathetic excuse of a thing. you ignored her. you disregard. she's done so much to care for you and you did nothing in return. you only care about yourself. you only care about what you want. you were trying to do that, weren't you? you. disgusting. vile. thing. you just felt responsible because you saw her as a kid. you only feel bad when it comes back to bite you in the ass. you try and control, to help, and do nothing. you.}

{It was the exact same with Melanie. the exact same with Noob. the exact same with anyone you claimed to care about.}

{You still aren't listening to her, you selfish, disgusting thing. your only caring about yourself. again.}

"... i. i do care. but. i. your right. your fucking right. i don't ever fucking listen to anyone, i deflect and pretend, i... fuck. your right. i don't fucking care. i just do shit to pretend that im a good person. to pretend that i care. i never listen i never help, i never do anything good, or right, or..."

she stops herself. takes a breath, then looks away. unable to meet your gaze from shame. guilt... then forces herself to meet it anyway

"...i didn't listen to you. i just wanted some sort of sense of doing the right thing. i just. i told you stuff that wasn't your problem. i talked over and overlooked you. i fucking. pretended, that maybe if i could let you have the things i never had, i'd be able to find some sense of peace within myself for what had happened to her and what my life's been like and the things that happened to me, and didn't even stop to think about whether you'd want any of that or not"

she's holding herself together by a thread.

"... i do care about you. but i cared too much about the wrong thing. i'm sorry."

{ she needs to fix it she needs to fix everything what has she done vee's gonna spiral into depression again and it'll be her faultnnnoonon whhat if she tries to. }

{ she cant lose her she cant she cant she cant she cant she only has so many people left maybe that selfish but she cant fucking be alone again }

{ she clings to veeronica's waist and starts sobbing her eyes out. she doesn't. have anything else to do. }

imsosorry

i didnt- ididnt mean it i jjust

youmean so much to me i was soscared you were going to leave me

i know it sounds stupid i wasnt thinking

i m so sorry

you werejust worried about me

thats more than i could ever ask for really

youve been a great friend to me im just

fucks wrong with me . .?

{ she clutches vee even tighter, somehow. }

youreforgiven

for all of it

just please dont hate yourself for it

"... nothing is wrong. i don't think so. you... i get it. i think. being so scared of loosing someone so you lash out. we act stupid. say shit we don't mean just to try and get them to stay."

fucking hell she doesn't deserve this. they're right. she shouldn't have the right to be trying to comfort. shouldn't ve forgiven.

...she lets herself be selfish, for once

"...please don't hate yourself for acting like that. even if i have no right to ask that of you. please dont hate yourself for having an emotional responce."

that means you gotta give yourself leeway too. please.

we..

{ god she's dreading this part. }

we should probably get back to the issue at hand...

{ she tries to take a peek at doppel-- if they're even still there-- and }

wh- HAH-

oh uhm.uhh

[/e wave]

I DONT KNOW HOW TO?? GET YOU OUT?? HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN GET IN IN THE FIRST PLACE??????

[suddenly, your head feels like it's going to split open. And it only gets worse and worse.. fortunately it doesn't last too long as... Ding! There's.. another seesay. Huh. A bit of pain still lingers but it's not as bad as before]

[She slides on over to her friend and sits down next to her]

{ she's. what was she doing. looking for her friends or something?? }

{ . . . ok well she found one but who the FUCKoh thats why. thats why she blacked the fuck out }

vee moves her other hand to cover her screen, letting out a groan of discomfort. to be fair, having a entire. 13 year old. emerge from your screen has got to hurt at least a little so. still, you'd think worse would happen asides from a headache

{ didsin do something while she was asleep wh shes only ever seen somethinglikethis before with }

{ DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER what what the fuck does she do about this what does she do what does she do WHAT DOES SHE DO }

I uh oh my what do i do (⁠;⁠ꏿ ꏿ⁠;⁠)

[She puts a hand on Vee's shoulder]

the... intensity of the screen-melt seems to lower and lower until it stops alltogether, though vee still seems a little, uh. disoriented. she looks between the two seesays... Very confused.

{ she grabs vee by the shoulders and RATTLES her a little bit }

Okay well first of all THAT'S NOT FUCKING NORMAL do we need to take you to Genesis or something?? I dunno what do sinners do when they get a disease??

BUT SECOND.

You CAN'T be acting like- like THIS-

{ she gestures wildly at The Doppel In The Room }

-IS NORMAL??????

[seems like they aren't fully here at the moment]

I????

lobby by the way welcome to the lobby it's okay here but you can't drink the water

ARE YOU NOT GONNA QUESTION WHY THERE'S ANOTHER ME RIGHT NOW?? Like- I'm honestly a little bit scared because last I checked this Seesay cosplayer was a DOPPEL I accidentally kept prisoner in my head and now the second YOU show up they're just??? Somehow free and doing this shit now??

[whhhy are they just sharing this like it's an average experience everyone goes through on the average Tuesday]

I DONT KNOW HOW TO?? GET YOU OUT?? HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN GET IN IN THE FIRST PLACE??????

[suddenly, your head feels like it's going to split open. And it only gets worse and worse.. fortunately it doesn't last too long as... Ding! There's.. another seesay. Huh. A bit of pain still lingers but it's not as bad as before]

[She slides on over to her friend and sits down next to her]

{ she's. what was she doing. looking for her friends or something?? }

{ . . . ok well she found one but who the FUCKoh thats why. thats why she blacked the fuck out }

vee moves her other hand to cover her screen, letting out a groan of discomfort. to be fair, having a entire. 13 year old. emerge from your screen has got to hurt at least a little so. still, you'd think worse would happen asides from a headache

{ didsin do something while she was asleep wh shes only ever seen somethinglikethis before with }

{ DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER what what the fuck does she do about this what does she do what does she do WHAT DOES SHE DO }

I uh oh my what do i do (⁠;⁠ꏿ ꏿ⁠;⁠)

[She puts a hand on Vee's shoulder]

the... intensity of the screen-melt seems to lower and lower until it stops alltogether, though vee still seems a little, uh. disoriented. she looks between the two seesays... Very confused.

{ she grabs vee by the shoulders and RATTLES her a little bit }

Okay well first of all THAT'S NOT FUCKING NORMAL do we need to take you to Genesis or something?? I dunno what do sinners do when they get a disease??

BUT SECOND.

You CAN'T be acting like- like THIS-

{ she gestures wildly at The Doppel In The Room }

-IS NORMAL??????

[seems like they aren't fully here at the moment]